hello everybody(:

1 week's gone by so fast and i have to start studying today. was supposed to start yesterday but i was down with flu!

can we meet up soon please. wait for sarah to come back then we can celebrate char and sarae's birthday together.. and do it on a day when everyone can make it for sure..

i've been kinda down lately (yes again). i think my life this year is rather depressing.. was never like that last year. i just feel so weighed down all the time now.. wishing i could just run some place for away.. kept listening to 'always by your side' by sheryl crow and the line 'is there some place far away, some place where all is clear, easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear'.. i think i might need help! what if im falling into a state of depression. i can no longer think straight my mind's just a blur all the time with so many things going on i think its actually nothing cause i cant pinpoint a thing inside..

and hey ming, cheer up alright(: no idea what's wrong but just hope everything will be fine..

anyway, here's a nice song. casting crown's voice of truth..

Oh,what I would do
To have the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, " Do not be afraid"
The voice of truth says, " This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh, what I would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
with just a sling and stone
Surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armour
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"Boy you'll never win,
you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the stone was just the right size
to take the giant down
And the waves don't seem so high
when I'm standing on top of them looking down
And I'd soar with the wings of eagles
when i stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

i will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth



denise.

i'm kinda pissed with myself now. ugh.
but i shant let that spoil my mood cause i'm going for chuch camp tmr(:
i havent gone in a million years!
okay. just 3 actually. but it seems like a million years. good things pass so quickly and take so long to come. sighh. like our crapbag gatherings!
anyway, enjoy this week! all the best in mugging for exams (:
):
but after exams we must meet!
(:
so long!


<3 cheryl

HELLO HELLO!

holidays are here again!

sales are here again!

happy times are here again!

REJOICE!

well well..my parents are gone to bali for their 25th anniversary(how sweet) till friday!! FREEDOM! hah! freedom is sweet.but i have planned to study everyday too. manage my time! haha!anyway..we have one month...LETS GET TOGETHER..YAY YAY YAY.

and oh ya! thanks for the visit guys and the cake sarah and the photo frame dee.LOVELOVE you guys sooOOooo MUCH!

-nureen

i have concluded that flies are blind.

one just flew straight into my forehead...lucky me.

wow, term 2 is ending in like two days. thats like really fast. things are dying down abit now ive had three consequtive no-homework days! but yes, i think jc life really got into full swing this term. i feel like im failing everything. eh wait. actually i am. almost la. but then again. i guess that kinda happens when you spend twenty minutes studying the night before. HA.

so since this week has been rather laid back and boring i have thus had lots of time to think. and think. about stuff.i guess now i feel quite disappointed over some things and mostly my feelings this term..especially towards my close friends and i guess im still a little disappointed now.

im trying to be discreet here cant you tell? well, as for the crapbags, can i just say that we really need to make more effort guys to get together. we're not in MG anymore so we really have to try to find time to meet up! we're all so busy these days.

SPEAKING OF..! my birthday is coming up! YAY! but ill be in KL! :( with my parents. only. this is not exciting. oh well

anyway, just remember what i said ok abt us meeting up, ill make sure i try my best too! i love you guys

-sarah

roaar.
its 10.25pm and i want to sleep.
but i have to wait for my pw grp member to send me his part to add into the gpp and edit it, then send it again to my grp leader to edit a 2nd time.
yaawn.
i should pity my grp leader more huh.
the computer screen is making me tired! anyway. can't wait to see most of you guys next mon(:
im gonna call my grp member now. its not polite for a gentleman to keep 2 ladies waiting for 2 hours by the computer for him.
byee!!

(:
cheryl

hello!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NUREEN AND CRYSTAL (: crapbaggang will not be the same without you 2(:

well, so here we are, reaching nearly the end of term 2. time flies. but ive been happy!(: learning how to slack i have a very overdue theory of knowledge essay to do but i cant get down to it after like 3 weeks. and im going off to pre u sem on monday where i'll see kelly and right after i get out im off on a ferry to bintan for my level's overseas trip. ahhhh. then its mugging time for exams..

last night at cell (crystal see there's a cell update here for you) my cell did a chapter on 'your struggle with worship'. its from this book 'the 10 greatest struggles of your life' its a really good book..
anyway, we discussed stuff like what worship is. and everyone has different answers like worship is the way you live your life for God, about praising him.. to me worship its a life where we live for God and discover the many plans he has for us, and carry out all these plans.

yet in our life of worship we get really distracted. the book talked bout idolatry and we decided that even our thoughts can become idolatry. like anything distracting us. and it was so sad debbie cheryl eunice weilin and i all said that homework/school was the main distraction. sometimes we dont even seem to have much choice cause of deadlines..

so just a reminder to all. even when school gets busy and life seems to not go your way, worship God always(: he'll bring us through for he is a faithful and great God(: amen? yes amen. haha.

im in a jolly good mood(: i went over to ac yesterday and i saw sarae mu and char! haha. mu and james get along very well disturbing each other. hahahaha. then i went to the beach! and reminded me of how we went there last year.. lets go again, i missed mu's party there. but have no fear, we shall meet up soon dears! okay bad rhyme i know.

and glad youre feeling better ming and liza(: take care!

have a good week ahead! june hols are here! take breaks alternate days. dont be such a mugger.

dee loves you(:

hi guys.

yeah so being sick really sucked. how come i don't know what happened to ming? huh??
sorry to hear that rockac was boring. oh well. haha.

don't think i can make it this sun. my mum still wants me to stay home and rest i think. i've been bored out of my wits. just getting through each day waiting for the hours to pass is unbearable.

but i was better today, so i went to the botanical gardens for a walk. haha. it's really quite a nice place you know. they had tons and huge fish in the ponds! haha. and ducks and geese too. hehe. alright signing out!

yeah, i miss everyone too. its so sad, i hardly talk to anyone anymore, in comparison with last time. even if we see each other in school everyone's with their class or something. and my breaks suck. i'm really sad about it ):

anyway, i'd like to ask if you guys wanna come for theasthai. its my dep exma performance. this sat, 19th may, 7pm, $10! come if you want to/can make it, okay?

my piece is kind of in a mess now, i apologize. ): sigh.

ok have a nice day everybody!

love,
char.

hiho. the reason for my unusual sudden post, amidst all the homework
is that..
(after sitting on the train back home alone for quite some time, thus allowing me to think)..

i miss you all. so, so much.
and i wish i was back in mg with all of you alot
alot alot alot. so, very, much.
my brain isn't functioning, my grammar is all wrong

i don't want to go to ib anymore,
and i know i might get killed for that statement
but oh well.
ok take care everyone
bye bye

- tess

you know what i just realised? i think that we blog the most when we are really stressed! isnt that like so true! remember during O's?our blog was like so lively and bright and updated! and like now when we're all so stressed out from JC work and cca and all that crap its like so happening suddenly.
wah, im a genius. isnt this so ironic. i hope we stay stressed. our blog rocks.
rock ac on friday was quite a let down. maybe its cos eliza wasnt performing. hmm. alright. i got to do all that homework crap la. so many tests next week and all the files are due next week too. HOWLEH.
i hope everyone stays healthy and happy. drink lots of water guys! ill see you soon! winkwink. :)

-sarah

yeah how come i dint know the username was changed too!! no wonder i cldnt sign in!! and i was like cursing blogger for nnot letting me sign in. hahaha..

ok..


i want pictures.. more like i NEED pictures!

from.. airport sending zai off.. thanksgiving service at mg... send to my email can.
and any pictures we have.. alright? alright! thank you.

so... yeah.
hahhaha.
love you.

-nureen

HALLO GUYS
thanks for all the prayers and everything! i feel so loved ahaha and i still dunno how you guys knew i was sick. MYSTERY
anyway i shall make this a quick one because i have a lot of work
do you know i have 3 tests next monday?!?! and like 2 tests tmr. it's a nightmare NIGHTMARE i tell you
although i have an even bigger nightmare which would be women's nationals this sunday. aughh!! i dont know why i'm racing i dont want to im scared jaskl;dfjaskl;df plus it is open category so i will be racing with all the OLD SUPER STRONG SCARIES!! UURUGHKLA;SFASFD! I AM REALLY SLOW IN A T1!!!!!!! ok not that i am fast in any sort of craft but i am ULTRA SLOW IN A T1! and i havent trained in more than a week cos i was sick! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okkkkkkkkkk. i am just really quite scared. yes. i think after the other competitors finish the leg i would still be at the 200m mark which is supremely sad and embarrassing. haha ok i have devised a plan - should that happen i will CAP! HA! then maybe it won't look so bad on me. heheh
yeeuuuh. then after the race i have 3 tests!!!! OK I DONT KNOW HOW IM GOING TO COPE OVER THE WEEKEND! NO TIME! oh my. i am getting very stressed out typing this so i should run. humdeedumdum

MUCH LOVE EVERYONE :-)


ming the great

my busy week.

because ranting makes me feel oh so much better, and because it's possible you'll feel free in comparison to me, here is the story of my life, from tuesday onwards.

tues 8 may- syf. report at 9. singsingsing. back to school. singsingsing. finished choir at 7.40. home. practice piano. read geog. fell asleep at table. woke up awhile later and went to sleep.
wed 9 may- choir. ended 6+pm. study math! iron uniform.
thurs 10 may- MATH TEST. screwed. even kelly says just fail it, there'll be another test. and crystal says so too! AHHH! meet friendwhoisgoingoverseastostudy for lunch. study geog.
friday 11 may- GEOG TEST!! 11 lectures worth of physgeog and human geog. plate tectonics isn't all that great as ksl makes it out to be. rock ac! nicole you owe me ten bucks! hahah.
sat 12 may-choir 8am-6+pm. worship prac 7-9+pm.
sun 13 may- church. visit popo in hospital. mothers day.
mon 14 may- GP PACKAGE TEST. 40 pages of environmental crap. gp assignment due(this one is the killer!) sectionals- 4.50-around 7
tues 15 may-ECONS DRQ TEST
wed 16 may- choir 2.15 to around 7. chinese zhuowen due. 550 words written. but preferably orally recorded and submitted. (wth!!!!) tuition ministry, 7.30-9pm
thurs 17 may- CHINESE MAKE UP TEST 4.30pm
friday 18 may-passion ac!!!

unfixed: lit essay poem test. lit essay test on Great Expectations.
memorize entire concert repertoire by sat 6 may.
5 people's bday presents. owe 3 pple bday presents! (Die!)
PLUS, HEROES EPISODE 21 IS OUT!!! SO EXCITING! I WANT TO KNOW, WHY PETER PETRALLI HAS A SCAR ON HIS FACE IF HE CAN HEAL!
is it
a)an emotional scar
b)a deficiency
c)HE'S LOSING HIS POWERS?!
anyway i think it's so sad. his face was so nice as it was. I LIKE PETER!!! he's cool. so is isaac mendez. but i don't like nikki. i think she's quite scary.

anyway, actually i lied. ahhaha. i just needed a place to write this all down. ahhahaha. lest i forget.

AND TODAY, WHILE WALKING TO CHOIR WITH CRYSTAL AND CHEN ZHONG (choir friend), I WALKED STRAIGHT INTO A PUDDLE OF WATER AND THEN TRIPPED OVER MY OWN FOOT.

such a sad case, really.

however, i am pleased to say that i'm still feeling quite happy and i manage to find time to do qt everyday!(O: also, i'm not falling sick because i eat lots of vitamin c and i run away from everybody who is sneezing. speaking of vitamin c, nicole keeps eating up all the choir vitamin c! she eats 3 times more than anyone else ok! hahaha. talk about vitamin c overdose. but the real overdose comes in the form of this irritating twat who i shall cease to complain about because i have resolved to exercise patience and love. ha! SO THERE, CRYSTAL AND NICOLE. i am trying to be nice.

much love, YOU KNOW WHO!(O:

dear Father, please lay Your healing hands on eliza and ming, and let them get well soon. they are feeling so unwell, and so bogged down by their illnesses. in Your word it says that by Your stripes we are healed, and that You will restore health to us and heal us of our wounds. and we claim those promises for eliza and ming! Father don't allow the devil to gain a foothold and let this sickness cause them to waver emotionally. please protect them, and shower them with Your love, so that they might always know You are there for them and are capable of all things. we pray that they may also come to You individually and trust in You, and find their rest in You alone. please be their shelter, comfort and refuge. let them find healing in Your presence, and seek You and Your word daily. although they may worry about different things, like rockac or their homework, we know that You are Jehovah Jireh, God our provider, and You will see them through. You will make things alright, You will finish what You have started, because You are the author and perfector of our faith. we trust in You and lift them up into Your hands. in Jesus' lovely name, amen!


char, on behalf of the crapbags
(:

[YAY i got into blogger!!] *victory dance*
hello crapbags!!!
i havent posted here for the longest time. how's everyone doing so far??
im fine in hc..but i miss you guys LOTS:/ i cant find anyone i can really connect to in class..i guess it takes time..but i cant really imagine sharing my problems and stuff with any of them. oh well.
but i really thank God i still have you guys(:
i think not having close friends in a non-christian school makes you feel lonely sometimes ): even when you appear to be chatting happily in a group about how bio test is finally over or how nice the weather is that day, you still feel isolated inside.
):
i miss mg.
but then again, i shouldnt complain cause my class IS a nice class! and i thank God so much for putting me in my class(: i always took it for granted until i was talking to an mg senior that day who's in hc and she said that her class was quite separated..and that i'm fortunate to have such a united class cause not many classes are like that, especially after 2nd intake. there was only one newcomer in my class but she was in hc for 1st 3 months so she fit in quite well.
my class won the inter-ct track and field championship cause we got the most number of points! not because we can run or anything but because we all participated in like at least 2 events each. all the girls signed up for 100m sprint! and there was one race where all 8 lanes were occupied by my class people. hahaa.
i cant wait for june hols(:
its so fast half a year has gone by already..argh. do we grow up at an exponential rate?
anyway, all the best for rockac eliza!! and how were the ac council election results?
okay i gtg now..study for bio spa and try to understand monopolies:/
take care guys!!!!
love
cheryl

boo!

hello all, haha, let me appear again after so long. Haven't updated in the longest time... sch is justTIRING, and i'm sure u all understand what i mean by that. Plus, SYF is coming, on tue, for the past weeks, every morning's been singing and singing for me... wah... sometimes i'm like half asleep and half singing =p council elections is tmr.. and i just can't wait for it to be over.

dee... haha, i like your school's auditoriium! it's so nice. and i only watched the last part of the concert =( good singing though! u were the only one that i felt was worth the watch =) hahaha, and yes i'm glad u didn't get into council after finding out about the reuslts, this is all part of God's plan. and to Tessa, CONGRATULATIONS! i'm sure u'll thrive there, continue shining for God yes?

anyway, ahahah, did i tell u, my class formed a band and auditioned for rock ac, but we were so bad we didn't get in, but it was really fun lah! congrats to eliza for getting in! are u all gonna support her? my class is going, so dunno if i'll be sitting with them, so see how!

hahA, dee rmbr last year when i flipped through your diary and saw jame's birthday was on my birthday too.. i didn't know him yet, but u were telling me about how u guys might get together, and woah, look at u guys now! =) hahaha.

alright, i better go do qt now. tmr gotta be in sch by 625, so better not slp too late. may u all have a blessed week ahead! =)

love crys

my goodness! i tried getting into blogger the entire week trying and trying and trying.. THE USERNAME HAS CHANGED FOR THOSE WHO'D LIKE TO BLOG! its now crapbaggang not crapbag- how come i didnt know that. password remains the same. haha.

well anyway!

first and foremost, THANKS EVERYONE WHO CAME DOWN TO SUPPORT ME AT THE CONCERT(: was great seeing all of you again. and for some strange reason cheryl was wearing mg school u aahahahahahhahaha. so cute. haha. fun times..

anyway guess what! im so glad the concert's over. so hectic planning it and performing in it. may's a crazy month for me got pre u sem breifing next sat all day where i'll see kelly(: then mothers day on sunday. following week fri and sat i have some nonsense science projects in school for the whole level..

DID YOU KNOW: james and crys have the same birthday. hahaha. such a busy month! so many dearclosefriends birthdays in that week. mark bala nureen crystal james. i will make myself free to do stuff for each one so dont worry crys and nu! haha.

any ideas on what to get james? put your thinking caps on! im sure crapbags never fail to come up with the sweetest whackiest ideas.

ohoh guess what again! I DIDNT GET TO COUNCIL. and i think im really really happy. and just like to say that dont forget God answers prayers cause i prayed so hard i will have more time and so im actually really glad i didnt get in cause everything's driving me mad. but its quite duh that ib's get into council by votes system's quite messed up cause alot of unknown people and errrrrrrr_____ (fill in your own adjective) people get in. oh well..
but tessa got in! congrats dear(: make sure council's good k haha.

i miss you guys! catch up soon yep(:

deeeeeeeeeeeeeener.

hello friends!

haha, right now i'm taking muriel's place by not going to school!
haha. no la, i just really needed a break from school. actually just a break from everything, and i've been getting really bad headaches, and there's PE today, and i wouldn't be able to skip it if i went to school, so i wanted to stay home

some well needed rest i'm about to get. i still awoke at 6 am though, had to msg pple about school and stuff, so sigh. i'm still really tired.
i know surely some of you are more tired than me considering i always sleep so early anyway, but seriously, you probably do not have a friggin mother who comes and bug you NON-STOP about not pushing a stupid rack into the room, and then messaging you to tell you AGAIN, and then start screaming AGAIN, and telling you why you can't be like your friggin twin sister. why she has to always yell at you and not the sister. and how your attitudes so bad, and how you'd never survive in the working world, and how her "very good attitude" has got her where she is today. yeah sure. her very good attitude also got her retrenched during the recession. whatever man.
i tell you i was so angry yesterday, i slammed my plastic spectacle case on the floor and smashed it into a million pieces. hahah. well not so drastic la. but many small pieces.

haha. ok anyway, enough of all my angst. seriously. no matter how hard i try, she just comes and pushed me right off the edge. so whatever man.

why, hello everyone!
okay im like supposed to be studying cos there's econs test tmr but whatever. i have a feeling that next week is going to be one really stressful week for me. want to know why?
#1: COUNCIL CAMPAIGNS START TMR! vote for me. yes yes VOTE VOTE.
#2: I have TWO tests next week on subjects i have very little clue about.. i.e SEA hist and econs
#3: MAY begins in two days time. AH.

i seriously cant believe its may. like the whole of april would have passed by without me hearing anything at all. this shucks. sigh. grr. whatver.
well, on the PLUS SIDE! i miss single period PE this week!!!!! WHOOHOO ahhahaha YAY

and can i please say, with much much innocence, MING. i did not know i wasnt supposed to tell her that she was a gangster in primary school. ahhaa but she already knew it cos everyone calls her that now. and they didnt hear it from me. so.. im SORRY. truly sorry.

which brings me to another point. do you get really bad days sometimes when you just get really really pissed off at some people? yes. i've had close to ten bad days this month. isnt that interesting.

yes well life is interesting. we all live in a yellow submarine.
honey stars any one?

SARAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Hello people!

Guess what? There are only like 54 $17 seats left for the choir concert. SO if you guys want to come, HURRY UP! I need to get the total number so that i can submit it all together so that you guys can sit together! ASAP :)

Anyway, mu, i haven't seen you forever! Come back already! Wow. So many of the crapbags are running for council! I can't wait to vote! I'm so excited. Oh yeah. I HATE my form teacher. She's so annoying. She is like the ac version of Mrs Chen Seok Hwa, for those of you who know. Ugh. Talks and looks like her. I think she's shorter though. Oh man. I just realised i have her weekend assignment to do. Sigh. I miss being so free with nothing to do. Alright, on to something else.

Who wants to watch a movie? I SOOOO can't remember the last time i watched one. I think it might have been last year! The Devil Wears Prada i think. Ok maybe not that long ago. But still. Oh, Meryl Streep rocks by the way. I don't mind watching Hog Wild. it looks quite funny. Or anything else light and funny. Don't really feel like watching a drama, unless, of course, Meryl Streep is in it! haha But actually i'm a sucker for tearjerkers. Not all though. Some are really cheesy. Ok shut up already nicole. Oh my goodness, i'm so weird i talk to myself. Yeah, whatever.

Till next time,
Toodle-oo!
nic

another sad post-of-sorts

):


-char

hello friends!

haha. i find it quite entertaining to say that. just imagine me. heehee. wahahahha.
anyway, so how's school? it's been getting better for me. i'm pleased to say all the people in my class are quite nice, even though i don't speak to them much. the noisy ones already think i'm quiet i think. let's just keep it that way. haha. alot of interesting things always happen in my class. (: so it's quite fun la. but it could always be more fun!

i've just finished doing up my GPP for PW. I HATE STUPID PW! HATE IT!
and i don't understand the theory of plate tectonics either muriel! i didn't go for make up lectures cos nobody was going with me, so i have 4 lectures to catch up on before the test in 2 weeks, when i also have an econs test, and ROCK AC to do! sigh. and just before this week i thought my workload was actually quite slack. I WANT TO SLEEP. zzzz. and i so have not been studying like the nerd/mugger i have supposedly misled the world to think i am. haha. i'm so deceptive eh? (:

alrighty. have fun in school! have a break. have a kitkat!(: chomp!

hello friends(O:

hello!
i am the only crapbag, i believe, to not complain about school BECAUSE

i havent been in school!

hahah i rock. last week i went on monday then i didnt go on tuesday wednesday thursday friday and saturday (choir). because i had fever and a cold.

this week, i thought i recovered, so i went to school on monday. then on tuesday, i awoke, and my temperature was an amazing 38.5 degrees! AHAHHA. apparently i have an infection and something is wrong with my tonsil. PLUS A FLU! and on tues right, i got out of bed, and walked to the living room, then my living room started revolving around me, and then it turned white, and the next thing i knew i was leaning against the wall and i felt like puking. hahaha. so i didnt go to school. GRINS.

actually i feel quite worried. everyone is so hardworking and i don't even know the theory of plate tectonics properly. unlike eliza. liza is such a nerd, everytime i see her in the void deck she's studying. so is char!! horrors. i hope i dun get retained.

anyway, i have words of comfort for all the stressed people.
JC WONT LAST VERY LONG. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, A'S WILL BE OVER, AND WE CAN GO ON A HOLIDAY TOGETHER!!(O: yay.
for now, i pray that God will sustain you guys and you'll find joy serving him by being good students. i love you all!

lastly, here is the trivia for the day:
JESSICA SIMPSON SANG PART OF YOUR WORLD (from little mermaid) AND IT IS ACTUALLY NICE. i am in shock!

much love, mu(O:

hello peoplez
i finally figured out how to log in using the stupid gmail thing

i agree with you dee.. jc life is really depressing .. things are better this week but last week was really bad. i think i cried consecutively for 5 days. WHAT A FEAT. i've never done that before. i was so sick of everything - i was emotionally, physically and mentally spent. I'd never felt so exhausted in my life and i felt like killing myself but clearly my state of mind was not that bad yet. I'm still exhausted and will probably be stuck in this predicament for a very, very long time.

ok i know that was depressing to read
and i can't tell if i'm really making sense because i am too lazy and tired to figure that out

on a brighter note, let me tell you what sarah did
i told her this girl in her class used to be my classmate in primary school and i heard she stole stuff and guess what sarah did? she so conveniently conveyed the message to her! WHO THE HELL DOES THAT. and sarah was like huh? what's wrong? why can't i tell her? well sarah it is common sense to keep such stuff to yourself to avoid corroding relationships between people. seriously, that was just a really stupid thing to do.

that's not quite bright but at least it demonstrates sarah's lack of common sense which is a happier thing to read about

but it's alright sarah i still love you

guess what i can't still tell if im making sense or not! my sense of punctuation and grammar and every other linguistic skill i have learnt in the past 17 years have gone down the drain. this unfortunately comes with lack of sleep. ok, bye guys!


ming. she's great, still

hey everyone.

i'm sorry this is gonna be a depressing not so happyyayimblogginginthecrapbagblog post. i'm just. dying out from everything):

i'm just in a horrid mood now and i had nowhere else to go to or noone else to turn to and i just cant take it anymore):

ever felt like that? it's the worst feeling you can ever get. you hurt you cry you feel like youre the most useless piece of shit in the whole world who cant please anybody. i've completely lost my goal in life. i just wish i could run away.

i'm sorry i cant be a child of God, my walk is practically non existent now.
i'm sorry i cant be the daughter my parents dream of having when i cant even be nice to my parents and just get annoyed at everything they say. never have time to spend wtih the family and can never make time to spend with the family.
i'm sorry i cant be the sister a brother would want when all i do is argue.
i'm sorry i cant be the perfect girlfriend, forever too busy to find time to spend together. i'm sorry you had to meet me and pick me when there are a million other girls to pick from who have the time. i'm sorry i cant even be happy like i used to be.

i'm sorry i cant be the friend you want me to be. i'm sorry my life is just a total mess and i have no time for anyone. when was the last time i had a good talk with either of you. i'd say. last year.

i'm sorry for everything.

i think i need help):

i need a break. but i cant take a break. thats the best part of it all...

are you guys burnt out. i miss the company. everything just sucks now. maybe its just im in a bad mood now but i havent felt so horrid in a long long time):

ah i'll just be quiet.

please delete this post soon for me, someone.

dee.

haha, you know what i just realised, after reading nic's entry about GRACE KELLY..
THAT our names are lined up in alphabetical order! actually ah, i was just wondering why my name was not FIRST. tsk. i should have been called ASARAH
haha life would be cool. anyway, dont you think we're so diplomatic. we should be like diplomats or sth or like presidents

okay so im actually just updating cos i dont want to write my essay. school has really been stressing me out recently. alot of things to do and people to avoid etc.. and the results are supposed to come out like within these few weeks and nothing has been said yet so yes, im stressing.
its like an electric shock whenever someone calls me on my phone. AH. oh btw, ha. they announced that the AC hockey team beat CJ yesterday. poor nureen. they should have let you play la! dont worry, im sure you will win next year. or sth.

haha okay i should write my hist thing now. im groaning.. if you want to know. just imagine it.. imagine me. :) hhaaaaa. okay now im sighing.

-sarah

hahah. congratulations nicoleh! hahah

ok, maybe APPLE doesn't suck so much even though they tooook sooo loooong to repair my ipod. -WHICH IN THE END THEY DID NOT DOOO!!!!!!!

they exchanged a brand new one for me instead(: stupid. make me wait so many days just to give me a new ipod. sigh. ahaha. hopefully this one doesn't self scratch like the other!(:

hope you guys are having fun in school. well yeah i suppose it's getting better for me(: but i still don't have a proper cca! squash is boring i tell you! we line up and then the coach throws balls against the wall and we take turns to hit one each! sucks. hahaha. ok la. i shall just be a cf champ(: haha. i think my class is quite funny, but i still don't talk that much, but they don't think i'm quiet i think. haha. unlike in cj! i was a MOUSE! hahah.

btw i saw a rat run in acs (i) that day when i walked to the bus stop! gross gross. hahaha. i just have to mention it nureeen. hahah. RATRATRAT! hahaha.

even though i still miss cj! today i was in the car, and there were like 4 cj j2s walking to serene center. i've seen two of them around quite often, spoke briefly to one before. and i was like "eh! i know those guys" (and tapped the window) and my dad said "oh, say hi la!" and i said "no! i dont' want" and he said "huh, your friends you don't want to say hi?" hahahha. and they saw me in the car! from the incessant tapping of the window i think. and they stared and frowned! why do these pple like to stare and frown at me? sigh. ahhaha. alright! end of story(:

Nicole's Inaugural Post!

Hello everyone!

Isn't it cool that i'm posting something here? Yay. I'm supposed to be reading the stupid GP package now because there's a test tomorrow but nevermind. I can always do it later. I can't believe i could sign in to the account on the first try. I thought it would take me at least 3 times to figure everything out! Haha.

So i'm watching prison break too! I got hooked because my mum kept watching the dvds. She's seriously addicted but she won't admit it. HELLO - she stayed up once until 4 am to finish up the season ok. Crazy. Even i don't do that. It's so exciting! I wouldn't mind being that Scofield guy because he's SOOO smart!! He's like a genius!

Oh and ELIZA ipods so don't suck! And neither does Apple! I LOVE MAC. Oh and i'm an ENFP! An inspirer! I keep thinking about it. That's quite weird. I don't think i inspire anyone except myself. Ok not really. Hmph. Do i inspire you? Oh well, i better go look for someone to inspire. Haha. And by the way, you know that list of names on the left, the one that says 18 of us? I just realised that Grace's name is before Kelps'! That makes 'Grace Kelly'! That's the name of an old actress! Then she married some prince and became a princess! But she died in an accident like Diana :( Oh that was like a silly piece of trivia.

nic

stupid stores.
everytime your ipod or phone spoils, you always have to go and repair it at least twice before it can work again. why can't they just fix it the first time???!!

XP APPLE cheat my money.
my ipod was registered jan 2006, when i bought it in feb 2007! it spoilt within a month. and it's got nothing to do with me manhandling it! lousy merchandise.

YAWN! i just watched the last episode of prison break! OHMY! such sadness.
i have so much work to do and im like totally slacking off. i have like three hist outlines to do, an essay to write, some weird SEA assignment, GP, MATH, pw, lit.. ARGH!!!
west side yesterday was quite nice i guess. i treated lizoo to ice cream then she got her dad to send me home from the bus stop. YES!:)
dee's party was pretty fun i guess but i still wished we spent more time together. we had to leave so early. but it was fun kicking ming's slipper down the stairs! HA. suchaloser. arsenal lost btw. oh my cousin got back today. what is with singaporeans from australia!? YES, IM TALKING ABOUT YOU TOO ZAI!:( they always think its funny right to not tell us when they come back! tsk. one day...
anyway he was showing us his prom night photos and wah! the guys there are quite hott ah! seriously, they are quite good looking..there's this like black dude from the US whose really hott. AH! i think we're deprived in singapore. oh but the girls are okay la. i mean some of them are quite pretty but they're really BIG! i mean in like all sense of that word. like, really. no seriously! they can like feed starving children. whahaha.:) ai ya but some of them are quite sexy la.
its so odd that we look small! next to them. i feel like a preteen. and they're like our age and all. sheesh i wish i was tall. :(
oh did i tell you about my psychic dream! you MUST hear it. then again, if you were at the party you would have unless you weren't listening to me which is very likely. ehem. naughty.
i dreamt i was at zai's house and sleeping in her hammock and two spiders were crawling on my shoulder. but yes, then when i woke up i reminded myself to reply her email but she came to school the next day so now i know im psychic.
oh since we're on that topic, i had another dream last night! i dreamt i went to a palm reader and she asked me to trace my hand on a piece of paper but i couldnt cause my hand kept slipping. ( oh, and nureen was in my dream haha she had her palm read like before me.. oh and i think like a couple of the crapbags were in it too but its all a little fuzzy) then my third and fourth finger kept like overlapping each other so the fortune teller told me that disaster will come.
ooooo.
rightio. i shall be a good friend and reply zai. eh. see you all when i see you!
friday right? yes yes! lets go for dinner or sth after thanksgiving:)

peace!
sarah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE TAN !


happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to denise !
happy birthday to you.


WELOVEYOU.


i wanted to upload a picture of dee.. but no! bloggers annoying!

things we do when we're together! act retarded! hahaha







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SARAH ELIZA NUREEN.ilove<3


guess what eliza told me when everyone went down during the interval and both of us were left upstairs. "NUREEN, LETS CAMWHORE" can u believe that!! ohmygosh!! hahahah!! atleast i dont say that.

(:

hello again!

i'm at home.. i died out. too exhuasted from everything. this week was council campaigning week. quite fun but tiring. and everyone keep 4 may free! i've been put ic of this year5 music/mep concert..

who am i gonna be seeing tmr at st lukes?(:

anyway! next friday's good friday. can you guys keep the afternoon free? go to botanical gardens or something have a picnic as mu suggested and have a belated birthday celebration but i dont really care bout that just wanna meet up with you guys..

more details out soon. i think, i hope. unless something stupid crops up..

have a good weekend!

love,dee

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND


love,
char

heyhey. wassup guys?

hahaha. update updating(:
yesterday i tagged along to char/kelly/yvonne/grace's church with ming. the people were all very nice, but very very rowdy!! and char says most of the noisy ones weren't there that night. killer yo! haha. my sis's friend was the worship leader. just the night before, he and some other of my sis's crusade friends came over to our house. i was asleep and she comes into my room and says "eli..are you awake??" and obviously i don't respond despite having regained consiousness. and then she goes "ohh.. she's asleep.." and then she addresses her friends "see...her room very nice right?? i think her room's very nice.. BLAHBLAHBLAH" and so i go "JIE!!!!" and she was like "okok! go out go out!"
then when i met her friend, he asked his brother "is that crystal's sister?" and so i nod, and he says "your sister is evil..EVIL" (for waking me up that is) haha, so yes i agree. after that he went online and very excitedly told her that he saw me. ahah. so exciting to see me right! (: beambeam.

ok anyway. that's last night.
today i had class outing. you were right ming, bryan didn't show up. haha. after eating at NYDC, we went to pine grove, and spent 2 hours tying stupid water balloons. WE HAD A WHOLE TON! like really, alot alot of water balloons! haha, but i didn't want to play. haha. then after that we played captain's ball. and some pple came to join us. one of which was a super skinny and small sec4 ac boy. and he was soooooo poser and oh-i'm-so-pro i couldn't take it. haha. anyway, yeah. so that was it. gee very fun right. haha. i still didn't talk much la. i'm a true blue "I".

aiyah. let's hope i become more sociable ok! OK!

HEY GUYS!

how's everyone doing? with your different schools and classes and groups of friends...

i haven't updated in a while. but just thought i'd say that you guys are like Home. (: i mean we all have met many different new people, but YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART! (: my favourite moments in ac are when i'm with mg girls. when i don't have to keep introducing myself and make small talk and stuff. and when we talk and laugh it comes so naturally and even though we do really silly things and talk about stupid stuff its not all materialistic and sincerely mean and things.

can't wait for your birthday too dee! your birthday dinner last year was fun! it was one week after expresso. i remember expresso so well. GOOD TIMESSS (: if we could just hit restart, and pause it at our favourite parts hahaha. ok no more emo songs. i can't wait for st lukes when we can see our favourite people on stagggeeee (:

lovelovelove.
charrrrr

hello!

HELLO EVERYONE! guess what im doing home on a wednesday? attack of the cramps. hahaha. let me tell you bout a stupid system in my school which nearly killed me. when youre sick and need to leave school you go to the office and get a greenform. then the office signs it. and then you go around the WHOLE SCHOOL looking for either your form or co form. and i nearly died walking around for 20 minutes trying to find either of them. but anyway. yay. im home now. good break from school but im cramping and doing my mountain of work and its only day 3. its been piling up since monday. haha.

HELLO IAN! ian is char and kel's church friend. and apparently von too! von i didnt know you go to church now! and he comes to this blog to link to gracie's. haha. BYE IAN! intruder. randomly found out he came here when he asked. are girls in ib really bitchy w.r.t my previous post. haha. but no worries he's a very nice guy(:

GUESS WHOS BIRTHDAYS COMING!(: im excited cause that means i get to meet up with you guys! anyway peoples. if i have a birthday dinner on a weekday most of you cant make it can you? mu says wait till the 7th cause zai's coming back!!!!! and she has very nicely volunteered zai's house (: haha. i dont mind. you guys decide. but my parents will be away! so you all can come and wreak havoc in my house and i wouldnt care. or actually i would. but. i dunno! haha. does zai come back 6 or 7. cause 6 is goodfriday was thinking of dinner then stayover so we can talk all night and catch up!

okay. sad little cramping shrimp needs to do her english essay now. i shall see you all soon! GO FOR ST LUKES CONCERT(:

love,
i shall sign of as anon. although it wont work cause noone else cramps so bad and stays home.

hey!

WAH the blog now signs in through email? haha hey guys, haven't been updating recently either. haha, dee didn't know i also didn't go for mu's party until fri when i told her at cell.. how ironic. BUT u guys sure looked like u had fun... though mu told me it was scorching hot! but the beach is always a nice place to be at =) hope that was a memorable birthday for u mu!

we're going to be starting our term 2 of our JC1 life tmr... guess things will be getting a lot more hectic once lecture week is over. and, overall, JC life is quite overwhelming. like it's just really diff... maybe we'll get more settled now that we won't have anymore changes in classes and all. OH YAH, i'm so pissed off... i changed class and my new class hasn't done swim pe yet! which means I HAVE TO DO AGAIN!! grrr... it's super troublesome to change into your swimming costume and out of it.. oh sheesh.

anyway, i'm glad i had this term hol... though it wasn't super relaxing or i had a lot of free time, at least it was a week away from lectures and tutorials. =) yay. haha, i seriously need to learn how to stay awake and focus during lectures... in the comfort of the chair and the aircon, it just really makes u sleepy. most of the time, i'm focusing on keeping awake! tsk tsk.

well, hope u all will have a great term 2 ahead! haha, and we'll definitely meet up again soon! =) take care!

crys

i love you guys!

hi hi!
im in a good mood today and i just want to say I LOVE YOU guys!
okay thats it!

i hope everyone has a good first-day-of-the-term on monday!:)

>SARAH!!! RARRR.

hahahahahha

i'm sorry everyone

hey everyone.
well, sorry i didnt turn up on wed for mu's birthday at sentosa even though i was somewhat planning it. i had touch rug competition. and dont laugh at me i CAN play touch rug mind you muriel manning. im aching so badly now cause i had to play every single game. it was quite fun i guess. but. im still really bitter bout not being at sentosa. thanks crys for doing everything. looks like you guys had fun at least(:

i really wish i can see all of you again soon. okay i need to type everything i have to say in 5 minutes boyfriend calls.

but anyway. i've been so darn busy i really have no social life anymore. my mom was mad at me the whole of last week for not spending time with the family. james was sad i had no time for him. and ahhhhhhh. i wish i could be less busy? last year was so busy and all but at least i had all of you guys..makes a huge difference seeing you all almost everyday and now i see like. nobody.

at least ib's not too bad now? like i have a group of friends (with no girls in it). i cant stand girls in ib. really. ask tessa and debbie. they're all bitchy and airheaded and stuck up and so crazy over guys. and like half of them speak with that fake accent. bleh.

alright i'll stop complaining.
i'm just really sorry if i dont have time for you guys. ive been feeling all sorry i got no time for anyone for the past month already. its quite bad): sometimes i wish i could un-busy myself but thats not possible. i dont have much choice. anyone here going for pre u seminar?? i had no choice they're making me go it takes up so much time.

cheryl and kelly and zhiwei! any of you applied for overseas attachment programme? i just had my interview on wed hahaha so messed up.

i really miss all of you. i wish i were in the photos at sentosa):

im really sorry mu. i hope you really dont mind bout wed. i havent seen all of you since who knows when...

i hope everyone has fun in ac, and nu, yeah, theres always a plan for you in cj(: i'm sure you'll do really well there anyway! liza, i hope you'll adapt to ac life. hope to see you when i go over although starting next term i cant go over much anymore..

i love you guys, take care, enjoy whats left of the holidays.

dee.

liza and mu.
ming came! so happyy!

open mouth or close mouth ?? hahaha !

so thats all frm my cam. anyhow.. im so glad we met yesterday! oh first.. HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MURIEL MANNING!! yeah. ming is the master of KI !!! and nic i hope u work on your own stories and questions! hahha! alright hope ill talk to u guys often. must i be in cj!!!! oh wells whatver happens happens! EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!

alright love you all!

CAMERA WHORES!! NIC AND ELIZA!!
but you guys look great!! sexy shades! (:
mu sleeps with her lips pouted! hahahhaha!!
we love the sunn!!
ALLL WITH ELIZAAA!! i told you elizaa.. u are a camwhore! hahaha but its okayy!

THATS US(:
the wheels of the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round



MU FINALLY did it!! haha grace la!
yo whats up!

YESTERDAY WAS SO FUN! i will upload more pictures!!

Why, hello everyone! i havent posted in a while.
want to know something? i actually came to this 'new post' page like three times before, wrote two lines and deleted the whole thing.
this is good progress. im on to my third line! HEH! anyway. i had my final interview today. it was pretty nervy. i felt really dumb during the whole thing. i think interviews are always like that. i dont know why but i always end up walking away from them feeling so stupid. sigh sigh
rightio. we havent met up in ages huh? since like.. WE GOT BACK OUR RESULTS! oh gosh, wow. that was light years ago. guys, are we getting a little lazy??tsk tsk
oh right. is nic coming on wednesday with us? i think its really time for us to include her dont you think? haha i think i have really gotten to know nicole alot better during these first three months, with her being in my class and all. SHE IS SO HILLARIOUSLY FUNNY. hahha in annoying sort of way. haha she'll like murder me if she found out i called her annoying.
like whine me to death or something.
ANYWAYS im absolutely looking forward to mu's bday on wednesday! cant wait to see all ya'll again! woah. that was so american. i have no idea where that came from...ehem. excuse me.
sigh. i miss zai. aiya. i MISSS all of you so much. much much.MUCH.
AH.

later, crappers...baggers? bags? craps? creeps? ah whateverla.. you get it!
>sarah

eh. why is no one updating already??!

to be honest, i'm not feeling good AT ALL about ac. and it isn't just to make you feel better nureen. even though if i was given the choice to go back to cj, i wouldn't know whether to or not. suddenly there's so many decisions to make and everything, but it seems like there's only a one way route for me.

alrightalright, i know you all are getting tired of my emo complaints. haha. okk

MU'S BIRTHDAY AT SENTOSA.
HARBOURFRONT MRT AT 930 AM(:
SEE YOU THERE!

hello hello! we had our last day at cj today ): haha, i only had one hour of lessons cos we had half day, and my class had 2 periods of chinese. haha(:

after school we played captain's ball as always. and it was soooooooo freakingggg hottttttttttttt. my face is sunburnt! if you thought my face couldn't get any pinker, you were WRONG. it's RED now. RED!!!!!!!!! and it's like two upsidedown-remove-eyebags-eyepatch things across my cheeks. and it HURTS. sigh. i hate being sunburnt. haha okkk

then i went to fareast for lunch. and i saw ZHIWEI! omgosh haven't seen her in ages! and i scolded her for always missing our gatherings. haha. she was with two guys btw. haha. okok. posting tomorrow. all the best everybody(:

im actually quite surprised i dint tell anyone. haha normally when things like this happen to me i will blurt it out to the whole world! but i dint! prob cos i look so bad. like my hair! gosh! and i look so short! shld have stood on the carpet! aah wells. so yeah i shld tell u guys!

I CAME OUT IN THE PAPERS ON SATURDAY! HOMEPAGE.
hahaha.. my whole family. its abt immigrants settling in singapore. my dad is like not an immigrant la. he came how long ago when he was so young. so yeah but.. STILL. hahah! im in the papers!! so fun.
but its not my debut.. i came out in the malay newspaper in sec 3. woohoo!

anyways posting out tmr. im so so sos os soso scared!!
i dont want to be in cj alone.

-nureen

HELLO FRIENDS!
omgosh we haven't caughten(HUH? english please) up in ages!!! DUDES! where's everybody?!!

haha, anywayy, my friend mentioned us on her blog(: as a good thing i mean. haha, if you ask me why. i'll tell you. just not here. hehe.

excuse me grace you were suppose to organise a gathering YESTERDAY. sighsighsigh. howhowhow?? we're barely gonna get the chance to meet up already ):

posting's on tuesday. i can't imagine myself not in CJ and in AC!!! oh well. i hope i will fit in. haha. and I DON'T WANT TO BE KNOWN AS ETHEL'S SISTER. urgh. ahhah

okok, i'm hungry. i'm off to crystal jade xiaolongbao!(:

hey guys(:
i'm having an offday on monday cause hc did really well for alevels. the results are SCARY. check this out:
(adapted from the official hc website)
This year, we have an unprecedented 2 Hwa Chong students who scored 10 Distinctions, 7 students with 9 Distinctions, 32 students scoring 8 Distinctions and 79 students scoring 7 Distinctions.

1 out of 2 students scored 4 A-level Distinctions, with 7 out of 10 students scoring 3 A-level Distinctions and better.

i declare that the pressure here is above 360atm. which is very high pressure, for those of you who dont do chem. thankfully i dont feel it yet. maybe cause 1st 3 months is quite slack. and having half my class failing the first chem test together with me(: [i got 7/25!! woots!]
can we have a crapbag gathering in march hols?? it doesnt have to be a whole day we can just meet for lunch or something(: i miss you guys loads. like i just told zai, i dont think i'll be able to fit in very well with my class cause we have very different priorities and goals in life. actually i dont think i'll be able to feel comfortable in any other clique except for the crapbaggang. [i hope i fit in ok though. and not be an embarrassment to you guys.]
anyway. how's school for everyone?? i hope y'all will get into the jc you want! cant believe next year's alevels already. we just finished o's man! then we'll most probably go into uni..then the working world..shudder. that scares me more than hc's a level results.
but hey, we can all stay young at heart! who conned the name crapbag anyway? i think it was sarah.
btw, to sarah and ming: liverpool SO deserved to win. manu's just got some good luck charm hidden away in their football boots.
but really, if all of you guys watched the match last night you'd all agree liverpool played better than manu. i'm not usually so likethat about soccer but this match made me quite sad.
ok gtg now!! got dinner at my granny's tonight:D
yay!
love
cheryl

crystal wong you min!

sorry i just had to post again. i found out this previously undisclosed fact about crystal which i think is very very cute.

ahem.

CRYSTAL WONG TAKES TIME OUT DAILY TO DO STRETCHES SO SHE WILL DO WELL FOR NAPFA.

(so she says, but actually i think it's coz she's trying to grow taller.)

hhahaha crystal don't kill me. SO FUNNY RIGHT. i called her up and i asked her so what are you doing now?

crystal:stretching
mu:huh? no as in before i called you
crystal:stretching!
mu:huh! as in. your activity was... stretching?
crystal: YA!

HAHAHAHAHHA. sorry crystal. its just too funnycute to keep to myself.

my lutttttt)O:

today began on a very bad note i must say. it began with mass pe. and during shuttle run, I PULLED MY LUT MUSCLE! (leg-butt) OH MY GOODNESS. and i stupidly thought KEEP RUNNING! MAYBE IT'LL GO AWAY! but i ended up straining it even more. then my pe teacher had to help me stretch it so the cramp would go away and i think she almost groped my butt.

BUT OH HO HO GUESS WHAT! IT CONTINUED TO HURT LIKE HELL. (sorry but it's true)

at the same time, it was kinda good. the lift was at my disposal. and i had lots of offers from people to carry my shoe bag, my plastic bag, my school bag, and me. (!!)

speaking of the plastic bag, guess what was in it...
my new school uniform!
AHHAHAHAHA it's darn funny looking. the skirt is until my shins!!! i look like a teacher lah! hahha i have SO gotta alter it. what kind of stupid manufacturer makes a skirt that long anyway. it's longer than crystal's pinafore. you REALLY can wear it to prom. it's longer than my prom dress for goodness sake! so who did it?

BIBI AND BABA.

which, if you ask me, is a really stupid name to have. why not bibi and baba and BUBU or something. more unique, no?

anyway i feel sick now i think crystal passed her flu to me. grrrrr. she PONNED today! SO NAUGHTY. see la crystal, maybe if you came, you would have been at mass pe, and you could have saved me.

ANYBODY WANT MY AUTOGRAPHED MAY AND CHOY CALENDER AH. if not i will auction it off on ebay or sthg. ahhahahaha. i don't really wanna look at them. no matter how good the cause.

sniffsniff. peace out.

much love, MU!

april- april_ding@hotmail.com
char-funmist@hotmail.com
cheryl-mholyspirite@gmail.com
crys-strawberry.haven@gmail.com
dee-deenertime@hotmail.com
grace-foreva_grace@hotmail.com
kelly-see.oh.dubblew@gmail.com
liza-vandeliza@gmail.com
ming-pencilsare.erasist@gmail.com
muriel-haemuglobin@gmail.com
nana-teoyeeling@hotmail.com
nureen- nureenh_@hotmail.com
sarae-craziest_gurl@hotmail.com
tessa-redeemed.bychrist@gmail.com
yvonne-mail_to_yvonne@hotmail.com
zw-zwleo@hotmail.com

I THINK...haha. if any is wrong just change by yourself la!

hello everybody! how's your chinese new year going? haha. mine's been quite boring though on my blog i appear to be having lots of fun. haha. the internet can be deceptive. haha, it was only fun while that period lasted. yepyep

i just realised that though posting results come out on march 6, we'll only be changing JCs a while after that right? but CJ has orientation 2 from 5-9 march. hmm weird? ehh i heard that in AC they only let the 2nd intake people participate in O2. then we won't have you guys to join us :( oh well.

i'm gonna get a ipod soon! i hope. haha. ok i'm bored.

TO OUR DEAR ZAI:
as you embark on this new journey, we pray that your love for Jesus will keep growing stronger and stronger. in the midst of trouble never forget the source of grace and mercy that you can rely on readily! we thank you for the many many years of friendship you've had with each and every one of us, and we really treasure the times we've had in xingjiapo! singapore la! haha. we've no doubt you'll have a great time in melbourne! even though we'll miss you alot alot ALOT, we know that God has His perfect plans lined out for you there! you've been a huge huge blessing to each of us, and we pray that you'd likewise bless the people in australia! take care zai! you'll be in our hearts and in our prayers always! we love you <3the crapbaggang

and friends are friends forever
if the Lord's the Lord of them
and a friend will not say never
cos the welcome would not end
though it's hard to let you go
in the Father's hands we know
that a lifetime's not too long
to live as friends

Hi peopleee!! Why does nobody update anymore :(

Anyway .. congrats on your results everyone! i think all of us did fairly well. seriously, amongst us we have 2 who got 9A1s, 1 8A1s-er, and the list goes on... i think we are all secretly geniuses. yes. and everybody should come to acjc !

i agree with crystal though, that albeit being in the same school, we hardly see each other around. i almost never see crystal around! or kelly! except at trainings. i mostly only see mu, and sometimes sarah and char. and most of the time even when we meet, we merely brush past each other because we're all rushing for classes and have no time to exchange even a few words. quite sad really. and we haven't had a proper crapbag lunch/recess together because everyone's timetable clashes and basically just hangs out with their class. It's not that i have anything against my class, but it's not a .. perfect substitute? (haha sorry if you don't take econs)

sometimes i'm not sure if i am pertinent for jc.. actually before we got our results i was even considering going to poly, in the event i don't do so well. jc is just so different. i'm not used to the academic independence, i feel so insecure without textbooks, i feel helpless before our teachers give us specific examples on how we should do our work. when it comes to studies i am so used to being spoon-fed, i'm not sure if I'll be able to handle this imposed self-reliance. plus everybody knows what a slacker i am, so that makes it 10x tougher. whoever said the first 3 months was slack, was lying and ought to shot in the kisser.

okay.. i'm sorry you had to listen to me babble about my insecurities. i have to go and eat laksa now. good day, mates!

x
ming

hey guys

heya all, i haven't been posting, sorry! the updating chain has seemed to disconnect somewhere. haha, no one has been updating lately! please make an effort to keep this blog going ok?

well, it's been a month since we entered our new schools- JC-the place we'd spend our next two years for some of us. it's really different. how i wish it'd be like mg, where we all had almost common recesses and could meet for recess and just talk about stuff to while away time. it's only now when u realize how comforting it is to actually see your close friends everyday and talk to them. in mg, even along the corridor we'll meet each other and exchange a few words, that's really all i'm asking for now. u'd think "hey it's not so bad, most of my friends are here in acjc", in actual fact, u hardly see them at all. how ironic it is when we're all in the same building 5 days of the week, but we don't even see each other?

that day i was doing chem prac, and i was collecting a reagent from the bench. i peered down and i actually saw dee. for a moment i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me, but they weren't. she was really there. how i wanted to shout down to her to say hi, but obviously i couldn't. well, we all have to adapt to changes cause this is a reality of life, JC is like that, they're preparing us for uni, which will prob be even worse than this. let's just embrace it.

i dunno how many of u are finding u have so many desicions to make now that u're in jc, and u're not sure whether u madethe right choice. well, for me, whether it's cca or subjects, i don't know if i chose the right thing. hiyah i really dunnno.

anyway, as u all know, results are comin out next week. i heard it's either wed or fri. time really flies huh, funny how we're actually getting back our results 2-3 months after we took the exam, i kinda forgot about it till they told us. i know everyone's really nervous/scared/excited but what i wanna say is this. we survived the exams already, that's over. we did it through God's help and we committed everything to Him, so whatever we get, whether u'll be happy or upset, just know, it's all part of His good and perfect plan. do not stress, don't be scared yes? and we'll just rejoice with one another on that day=) see u all very soon!

crys

no more posts?? here's one. haha

haha, wow so many pple updated after the dinner(:

yeah, it was real good being able to see you all once again! being able to laugh and laugh and laugh at absolutely nothing with nureen giving me weird looks! being able to play taboo!(though it wasn't as good as the one at dee's house!) <3

oh cheryl you are wise beyond your years! you're a great daughter and i wish i could be more like you. but that'll be really really difficult! haha(:

right now i'm just waiting for each day to pass by so that the results can be released and i can hopefully be reunited with you guys. yeah i suppose you'd be wondering if i'd miss my class. they're all really nice, but what can compare to the crapbaggang? i'm still quite quiet(reserved as dee puts it), and i agree that it can get pretty lonely sometimes :( only another month to go
but you know, i've always thought that i would do badly for O levels, and go to some lousy jc to carry out the great commission. progress is slow though, but at least my classmates know i'm a christian(: haha, we'll see how it goes.

ok til then! GELARE TOMORROW!

crapbag dinner rocked!
hah, im so sad i had to leave so early! i hope you guys had a fun taboo session without me. dee's so right. i havent felt so like myself this whole year like i did last night. you guys really bring out the best in me.
can i just say, that for the record, our blog is the bestest blog there is out there in blog land. haha. i think its going to keep all of us connected to each other no matter where we end up.
i wanted to say more but i keep forgetting my next few lines. (im watching CSI you see.. waiting for the game to start at twelve..) i think i have the attention span of a weasel.
or a ferret. HEHEHEHEHEhehehhe. ferret. im still laughing about it.

p.s dearest ming! KUYT ROCKS!!!!! and so does pennant, although i still think of him as an arsenal reject. but less of one now since he SCOREDDD last night. stupid drogba. so useless. heh heh!

love you guys!XOXOXO

HELLO.
denise i feel exactly the same way as you do:/
crapbag dinner rocked(: although i missed my STJ class outing (seniors treat juniors). i heard the STJ was super fun though..they played games at esplanade after dinner and all that.
BUT. i bet it cant compare to the crapbag dinner. just listening to all you guys talk and rant about your school life..laughing at nothing in particular..(yes eliza, it felt good laughing again after such a long time) the familiarity of it all was so..comforting.
like dee, i feel really alone in hc too. i hardly see zw around cause we have different schedules. so i hang out with my class..well actually my class people are really nice. but they already have their cliques and stuff. thank God for this nanhua girl who's alone in my class too- we hang out together quite a lot. but she has a twin, so when her twin's around im kinda left out.
not that it should bother me very much but i just wish at least MORE of you guys could come to hc.
actually part of me does want to go ac..but i feel that i cant really let my dad down:/ he was so happy when i got into hc, and started telling me about his school life..it was as if he was being excited in my place.
plus he works so hard for our education too- he's more than willing to pay $400 a month if he had to get me into a good school. i think he was rather disappointed, yeah, when i couldnt get into rg or nanyang after psle. (thank God i didnt. i would've never met you guys.) i suppose he just wants the best of education for us kids. i dont blame him for that.
so anyway. a huge huge part of the reason i might stay in hc after the first three months is beause of him. BUT if God wills and lets me get 10 points or smth, i might just go ac!!!! whee(: i dont mind that!! but i dont wanna let my dad down again.
i'm so glad ive got you guys. actually im not that good at relating to others in a huge-group kind of level. so if its possible i'd wanna meet each of you up someday(:
MISSING YOU GUYS TONS,
love
cheryl

dee! you posted twice! .. i think. haha
anyway
dinner was sooo much fun although a bit short
i miss all of you so much! like denise, i'm definitely A LOT quieter with my og/new friends or whatever, because i don't feel myself. like, i just don't feel so comfortable. and i get tongue tied and mental blocks when i talk to them! i probably sound like a spastic retard with them sometimes actually. so yes i am really thankful for the dinner today :]

and char cell was fun too! thanks for uhm, having me? haha.
I AM SO EMBARASSED THOUGH, BECAUSE I WAS DEADSET ON CHELSEA BEATING LIVERPOOL AND KEPT INSISTING CHELSEA WOULD WIN BUT LIVERPOOL WON INSTEAD!!! THIS IS LIKE A NIGHTMARE. plus i told your cell people that kuyt was lousy, then kuyt scored. (but kuyt still sucks)
gah
what a horrible turn of events
i bet you don't know what i am talking about char
but sarah and your cell gorup people should know!

ok yes cool
i cant wait for the next crapbag dinner!

x
ming

ps: remember to send me and everyone else the piccies dee!
...HEY IF YOU'RE UPDATING DOESNT THAT MEAN YOU HAVE INTERNET CONNECTION
THIS IS MIND BOGLING

hey, dee here..

ah we just had a crapbag gathering at nu's place. some were missing but anyway i just felt like blogging to tell you all HOW MISERABLE I AM IN IB!!!!!!):
i mean its okay. its just. lonely. like i was telling some people how i can sit there in a group and not say anything. even if i do. its just weird. like maybe you dont see me as quiet. but i'd say im rather reserved like i dont share much with people im not close to.. -one huge- siigggggggggghh.

and dinner made me realise how much all of you really mean to me, whether im really close to you or not so close to you, we're all part of this crapbag gang and for the first time in 3 weeks i felt like myself again. but point of this entry is-

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. really. i was thinking bout it so much during dinner. i never expected it to be that bad. but now i know..

but we shall turn it into a good thing alright. anyway we've decided to meet every 3rd sat of the month! for dinner. so KEEP YOUR 3RD SATURDAY FREE!!

and on the 9th we're all gonna go down to support char at her ac play alright(: and it'll be our valentine's day gathering. and so, keep that day free too. and i'm most likely opening up my house for stayover that night. my new house! (:

i love you guys.
spread the crapbag love<3
dee
i'll have housewarming soon.

hey, dee here..

ah we just had a crapbag gathering at nu's place. some were missing but anyway i just felt like blogging to tell you all HOW MISERABLE I AM IN IB!!!!!!):
i mean its okay. its just. lonely. like i was telling some people how i can sit there in a group and not say anything. even if i do. its just weird. like maybe you dont see me as quiet. but i'd say im rather reserved like i dont share much with people im not close to.. -one huge- siigggggggggghh.

and dinner made me realise how much all of you really mean to me, whether im really close to you or not so close to you, we're all part of this crapbag gang and for the first time in 3 weeks i felt like myself again. but point of this entry is-

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH. really. i was thinking bout it so much during dinner. i never expected it to be that bad. but now i know..

but we shall turn it into a good thing alright. anyway we've decided to meet every 3rd sat of the month! for dinner. so KEEP YOUR 3RD SATURDAY FREE!!

and on the 9th we're all gonna go down to support char at her ac play alright(: and it'll be our valentine's day gathering. and so, keep that day free too. and i'm most likely opening up my house for stayover that night. my new house! (:

i love you guys.
spread the crapbag love<3
dee
i'll have housewarming soon.

classic.

liza(:

hey guys!!
my first time updating((:
yayyyyy
i miss all of you a LOT:/ hc's has a nice environment and the school spirit there is quite strong, but i dont feel like i really belong there. i dont think i'll feel i belong anywhere else but mg actually.
my class is quite nice. (thank God) we go for recess and lunch together so we're pretty bonded..but there are no christians in my class as far as i know, and you just hear the words oh my *** used so freely everywhere. i dunno what to do about it..i just pray that i'll be courageous enough to SHINE for God even when i feel like im the only candle around!
anyway, let me tell you about my communication breakdown experience #1! i've told a few of you guys about it already so excuse me for repeating myself. but its something i find amusing. HAHA.
this senior spoke something to me in chinese which was meant to be funny. and i went, huh? so he repeated himself. (i tell you it was so fast i couldnt catch a thing he was saying!!) so i went HUH? and he repeated himself again.
*GENERAL PAUSE*
HUHH???
and he said never mind.hahahah it was so embarrassing cause i think my other friends caught it the first time. ohWELL i shouldve told him he was speaking to a c6-scorer in chinese. i cant wait to go back to mg. i havent visited at all:/ thinking of going back with zw next tues..anybody wanna come along?? (:
i actually cant wait for the day we go back to collect our results..not that i want the results, i just wanna see everyone again. all the familiar faces! sighh. urgh. i've got so much more i wanna write but my bro needs to use the com. HE ALWAYS NEEDS TO USE THE COM.and he gets priority cause he needs to do HOMEWORK. sigh. why cant he replace homework time with playing-maplestory time? :/ ok i shall sign off for now. MISS YOU GUYS TONS!
take care, God bless((:
lovecheryl

haha, so many new posts but no new tags??

anywayy. it's good to finally see the blog being up-to-date again. haha(: yeah, we're intending to plan a crapbag breakfast/lunch/dinner or something, like this coming saturday. but kelly and char have cell on sat nights, so we gotta work around that.

and i haven't seen all you guys for sooooo longgg:( it's quite sad actually. but despite my classmates still saying i'm quiet, i guess my situation's not as bad as nureen's cos my class does EVERY SINGLE THING TOGETHER. almost the whole group of 24 of us. yeah(:

i haven't seen...ming, april, zw, cheryl, tessa, crys......................and more..haha. yeahhh where'd you go!

yeah, well, char kelly and yvonne came to my church today to play captain's ball. actually, only yvonne played. haha, btw i hate playing capt ball with my church cos they all think i suck (even though they don't say it, i know it!), yeah, so i got quite annoyed with the bit that i actually intended to play. :@ haha. yawnnnn. (we were playing friendly against char/kelly's church)
ohoh, and i found out that cherie chua's boyfriend's in CJ too. he asked her to do part of our mass dance for me. it was quite weird. ahaha. and i said "i've never seen you around before..", and he said "ohh..i've seen you before.." haha, yes! i'm so popular. whahaha. nahh, he must have seen me jam on my air guitar like a rocker chick during finale night. die! hahaha(:

goodness, the weekend's way too short! i don't wanna go back to lectures!

liza

sing acs, forevermore
sing acs foreverrrrrrrrrrrr!

omg it's been stuck in my head these past few days and i haven't even developed an affinity for the school yet. people say acjc is an mg girl's comfort zone, but somehow, it just hasn't been mine. yes, i do hang around with my og sometimes, and yes i think the people in there are pretty okay, some even nice, but yet i don't feel at home like i do with you guys. the happiest times spent in ac so far are still those spent with crapbags.

oh let me warn you guys, the stupid chocolate ice blended from the cafe SUCKS BIG TIME. RIP OFF LOR!!!!

anyway i hope hope hope tt someone nice is in my class! just asking for ONE person! heh

other than tt, i think the lecturers are pretty ok. the lit ones are darn cute. barry woolhead and keith prince. see even their names are cute. hahaha. and they call you "dear" when you ask a question. the gp lecturer said about it as "abou TIT" then charmaine/kelly's friend laughed and laughed and couldn't stop! hahahah.

right. LETS MEET UP SOON!!!!

much love, mu

wah. i am very jealous of nureen muriel and eliza. you all got to meet up and go back to mg!!! mannn. i'm quite worried this dep and drama thing's gonna consume all my time :/ i really miss mg too.. its HOME. i wanna see its gate again, and walk through its ugly pink corridor to the concourse and walk through the quadrangle, and the auditorium, and the canteen, and up the staircase to the staffroom.. and finally to the classrooms where so many memories were made. i wanna go to the rooftop again and take photos like we did on the last day of school. i even miss the track and the sports complex and the back of the canteen.. and the hall where we had our exams! each place has its memories; expresso, the musical, drama night, o levels, prelims, studying, recess, class, walks.. but most of all i miss you guys!!! wow. we really Are an amazing bunch of friends (:

acjc has been alright.. i'm quite apprehensive about everything cos its so new; having a new class and the drama people and just integrating into the place and all. my og's been great! but of course the crapbags are a special group that can't be compared to. the comfort level is already there. i guess its all about holding onto the old friends and making new ones.. although its hard.. if we all just try, we will stick together (: i believe God will bless our group of friends!

let's meet up soon!!! the crapbags christmas party seems like such a long time ago.

love,
char

HELLO PEOPLESSSSS!
why is it that hardly anyone updates!
anyway, yes, it's true, this guy called fareed from my og is obsessed with nureen, he keeps talking about her and is constantly bugging me to matchmake him and her, but sarah doesn't like him because he's not hot enough hahaha. He's a perfect match for nureen though, because he's short too hahaaahaha

anyway, to be honest, i am not liking acjc that much. i feel very .. unsettled and uncomfortable and would be happy to pon school everyday. Hopefully we'll get our classes soon so i can feel some sense of security.. hahaha. I mean my og's nice (except they think i have split personality and am manly WTF) and all but they are not people i'd hang out with and i don't realyl like a certain person in my og AHEM AHEM THANKFULLY though we're getting our classes soon. And the crapbaggers don't hang out together/lunch/recess with each other much, so, yeah. Because everyone is always with their ogs and stuff. Don't tell me I should try to make new friends because I do have new friends; i just don't experience the same comfort level as i do with the crapbaggers.

Maybe things will get better.. i hope. I hope everyone is adapting better than i am though

on a brighter note, zachary is coming to stay from monday onwards!!! yay!! he speaks to big bird in a secret coded language on a regular basis - it's the keeeenest thing everrrr LOVELOVELOVE


x
ming

yes sarah..ming and chongster already told me! gosh its crazy la. but its cool. HAHA! im so loved! hahha! anywayyy..

i dont really like cj. i mean its nice and all and the pple there are friendly but it just doesnt suit me. i dont know..i feel that i dont fit in there. im not myself there. like i hardly talk. cept for when im with eliza! i love eliza! HAHA. the only time when i have a real good laugh in cj is when im with her! haha cos she does stupid things! haha right eliza!? so im kind of a loner loser there. i have friends but just no grp of friends taht i hang out with. haaiiyaa. so i really want to go ac now. and imm sooo freaking scARED for results. what if i have to stay in cj?

anyhooos on the bright side!.. yest aft school eliza and i went back to mg!! wheee! when i was walking up the hill nearing the guard house.. i swear i felt like i was going home!! i felt so happy okayy! something i havent felt for soo long. like i was so relieved! i miss mg soSO much! no place like mgs! yaa then muriel came and we watched the choir. ohoh! the canteeen is so uglyy now.. the sign boards they use have flowers on them! and pooor hock seng la! ohwells! i talked to mr ling.. belive itor not i was soSO happy to see him! i actually miss him! wow! and i talked to mrloh and he showed us his wedding pictures and this book of photographs he made for debbie! hes too sweet! and june tan! and i talked to them all the while with chilli stuck in my teeth! so embarrssing okayy. stupid eliza dint tell me i had chilli stuck! until after soo long.
but anyways.. after taht mrloh and june tan were going out for tea so they asked us to come along. so ME ELIZA and MURIEL went to eat PRATA with them! it was pretty fun! and interesting! mr loh was telling us abt his very adventurous honeymoon in new zealand! hes so cute la! haha. and aft taht eliza mu and i went to venezia and we talked and talked there for so long! i love it. like im so satisfied with the friends i have now! u guys are awesome! yaa so that was my day yesterday. friday the 12th of january 2007! haha! alright.. take care!

-nureen

Hi!
since everybody is doing such a crappy job at updating i shall do my part in keeping this blog alive and well! go me!
anyway, school has been really really such a change these past few days. It hasnt always been all happy and fun for me but its been good enough. i still miss you guys loads though! its going to take me like FOREVER to get used to not seeing every single one of the crapbags everyday. life does get pretty mundane when we're not all together. BUT yes, there's always time for catching up right.
speaking of which, dear old nureen, i understand that you have since gained a new admirer to add to your ever-expanding list of stalkers. i'm sure ming will tell you all about him if she hasnt already.
good luck sista!
HEH HEH.
i have camp tmr. I DO NOT THINK IM READY. im scared crap la. chick chick chicken!
haha zai has been so nice to me these days. i think she wants something.
okay. gotta go rest. UPDATE UPDATE guys! i want to hear about your lives without me! come on, boost my ego a little.

let's get together soon dears!:)

-sarah

ehh. how do you guys expect us non-ac people to keep up-to-date with your lives if you all aren't updating huh?

haha, ok. so update already! cj's not too bad for me(:

x eliza

hey guys!
well so
we start a new term tomorrow and i hope everyone has fun at their respective schools and make nice new friends.
yes but our new friends will never be as awesome as the crapbaggers obviously
ummm
im not thinking straight because i have hives
they are taking over
a while ago i was trying to do this whole positive look-on-the-brightside thing, going oh, at least i dont have them on my arms
but now i do
and they're spreading to my face
lucky me
if i dont go to school tomorrow
dont have too much fun without me!!!!!!!!
hahahha

x
ming