so its down to BIO MCQ tomorrow and i cant concentrate on revising anything at ALL. 

hahaha i sort of packed all my notes away after bio 3 ended anw. how was exams for you all! i think i screwed up econs and bio 2 BAD. haha oh and gp too i think. bleaahh. but ohwell i'm trusting God to work the miracle somehow. to get me into a course that i want (which i dont even know).

sighh i've been thinking abt doing law but i dunno if i can cope with it. so much critical thinking and analysis is needed and if a passage/subject doesnt interest me my mind will drift to something else. i suppose accountancy will be safer for me over law cause i think multi-tasking is still possible while you're trying to get figures to balance. whereas in LAW you cant multi-task! hmm. okay that's a bad example of my reservations about choosing law.

SEE i cant give good examples either hahaha. 

i just drafted my personal statement to apply for law in the uk and it sounds cheesy. (HAHA and i cant believe i called my blog cheesy-grin in sec2. thank goodness it's not alive anymore. i hope.) 

anyway, random interjection: my math teacher was suggesting that if we(girls) study local, we shld go to the medicine faculty everyday to eat lunch and hopefully make nice SMART guy friends who will secure a good job in the future so we dont have to work. hahaha. 

okay i should really go do some bio now. i've been practically doing nothing the whole day. cant wait till tmr! 

all the best to all you peeps doing lit! hang in there! 

LOVE

cheryl

 

i don't know about all of you, but i'll miss my school.

i was thinking of going on at length about things like not having to divide a one hour and forty minute break into 3 portions (forty for eating and talking to people, forty for IS rehearsal and twenty for inevitably wasting time) to maximise productivity, or not having to whine about how we fell asleep at 9 pm the day before and didn't do gp cos dance rehearsal was so exhausting, or... i am contradicting myself, aren't i.

so perhaps some of the things i've just mentioned don't sound particularly worth missing, but.. they are. at the expense of sounding sadistic there is some kind of collective joy in trials. i guess this only comes to pass when you've got a community around you who is going through the same situation, and who cares. i'm glad to have found that here, in ac. of course i don't mean my two years spent here have been nothing but trial after trial. there have been irreplaceable, joyous moments as well.

i guess the thing that makes leaving jc different from leaving mg is that this time, we know that the path ahead is no one else's but our own. apart from some of us who might end up in nus or ntu or smu together, the rest will find ourselves in different parts of the globe. and this time, there is no retreating into our comfortable cliques anymore. we're really growing up guys.

that said, it shouldn't scare us. we know the path ahead holds euphoria and disappointment in the same breath, but we also know that we are able to emerge victorious. "For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope an a future." Jeremiah 29:11. Our God is able, He is mighty, He is faithful. :)

see you friday guys!

- char.

hello all!!

yay we're finally meeting this friday:D

anyway my point of blogging again is because of this inspirational testimony i heard today. it left me quite in awe so i shall share my awe with you all(:

a few years back i met this girl who was working in SYFC..okay it wasnt a girl it was a young woman of 20 plus who was going to get married already haha. when she was 19, she was offered this super prestigious music scholarship to study in some uni in London (cant rmbr which). it was fully paid for and encompassed everything she could want. music was her interest, her talent, her passion, and the music scholarship was a total dream come true. plus, her family wasnt very well off either. 

BUT after much consideration, she turned it down.

her reasons: 1. she was afraid the scholarship would get to her head and she'd become proud about it.

2. she was afraid music would become her idol 

3. she wanted to serve in SYFC and if she went overseas she wouldnt have that opportunity.

so she declined the offer and went to study sociology in NUS. 

anyway during that period of time when she could have been overseas, something happened in her family that needed her help. if she hadnt, um i dont exactly know what would have happened, but she was glad she was in singapore to be with her family. 

so that testimony struck chords in my heart today and the echoes of it are still reverberating. i mean, the music scholarship was everything she could ever want yet she turned it down because she didnt want anything to tempt her from her relationship with God. 

FAITH.

she didnt want to take up the offer because she was afraid she'd become proud.

HUMILITY.

she didnt regret not taking up the scholarship because she'd rather be serving God in SYFC and be with her family.

SACRIFICE. 

i'm just awed by her decisions. cause apparently everyone around her that time was like WHAT you didnt take up that scholarship! it may have been foolishness in the eyes of the world, but it sure wasnt in God's eyes. today she's happily married, a full-time mom and expecting her second kid((:

i'm glad for her. 

that testimony left me thinking about my priorities- do i strive to please God or to gain accomplishments for myself? its so hard to do the former, especially when the world will point fingers at you and label you as foolish/unconventional/irrational/stupid. 

but i guess ultimately, what the world thinks of you shouldnt bother you at all..

"for has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world?" (1 Cor 1:20) &

"the wisdom of the world is foolishness in God's sight." (1 Cor 3:19)

well i hope this testimony will be an inspiration to you guys as much as it was to me- evidence that God DOES bless those who step out in faith,holding on to nothing else but Him; that God will seem even more real to us if only we are willing we take the first leap.

i really admire that girl.

anyway i hope all your prelim results were okay? even if they arent, dont worry cause you've got an empathizer here whose prelim results arent gonna be! hahaha so anytime you wanna rant about how you could have done better, call me cause i can rant with you and we'll rant until we're satisfied(: 

hahaha alright liverpool's playing stoke city right now i'm off to watch! :D

SEE YOU ALL FRIDAY!

love

cheryl

CHERYL! IM FREE FOR A DATE!!! hahaha.

and omg my sentiments exactly. i hate how im so complacent because i always tell myself ib exams have no kick, dont need to study and still can do relatively well and stuff but then i know i have to study but this stupid pride of mine gets to me all the time and then when i finally decide to study i start stressing. i barely make sense i know, but then again, did i ever make that much sense? haha.

and yeah, i don't talk to any of my classmates bout God either.. its kinda. strange. and i'm really guilty of pushing God away, almost the entire year or more so Cheryl i'm in a much worse situation than you. how do you ever get out of this 'my walk with God is so crappy i wanna live a life of worship but i just sit around and not do anything bout it save for some days when i decide that maybe i should try harder' cycle?! somebody help): which reminds me, lets have another crapbag cell meeting!

okay i should be studying for chem now.. got a paper tmr, my last paper! but great, i've gotta go to the doctor for this blood clot in my toe thats been there for more than 1 half months and it didnt bug me till this week when it started hurting and lo-and-behold i cant walk properly now. great.

SEE YOU ALL SOON, and if you guys want dinner, you're more than welcome to come over and i'll ask my mommy to cook something realllyyy nice! if she doesnt mind of course. haha

<3 dee

hello!!!

my prelims just ended yesterday and they were BAD. seriously. i'd never felt so bad after an exam in my life especially for math! i read this qns wrongly and got 10 marks minused straightaway:( plus i made a ton of mistakes i could have avoided. it doesnt help either that math is my best subject and best hope of doing well. sigh.

i think God's trying to tell me something. how i shouldnt be proud and over-confident and trusting in myself so much. i'm not proud of this, but i marginalised God throughout prelims. sort of pushed Him out of the picture. and i'm not sure what my motivations for studying are anymore. it seems so long ago that i once used to think about doing well for His glory.. 

haha you know what.i think i have a love-hate relationship with myself. i'm so self-centred, yet there are so many things i wanna change about myself. and i miss the days when i was closer to God. i hate the way i dont seem to have much faith in Him anymore. 

oh oh and i MISS YOU GUYS. 

hahaha i realised this entry is just random spurts of whatever's running through my head now. i'm seriously stuck as to which course to apply to in uni. i cant really imagine myself in any course in uni. haha which is worrying right? i guess i really wont mind doing law cause it seems interesting, but i dont think i have the caliba for it..i think i'll most likely end up in the banking/finance/accountancy/management sector. unless i go overseas to do occupational therapy or something. 

rawr i dontknow!! and i need to know soon cause i need to start applying for overseas unis in case i dont get into anything here. 

sighh i'm confused. 

and as stuck as mud:/

i really miss talking to you guys. i dont really talk to my classmates about deep stuff i.e. things that really concern me cause it'll be linked to spiritual stuff which they dont know about:/ 

so why arent you doing anything about it cheryl?

i cant answer that): i suck i know. 

on a lighter note, i'm happy cause today there was no school and i spent the whole day downloading nice songs and videos into my ipod((: i've got gymnastics videoclips of nastia liukin and shawn johnson(: woots! and a fernando torres song which cracked me up when i first heard it. hahaha. 

hope to see you guys SOON! i've got no school next tuesday who's free for a date?? haha. 

take care and dont burn yourselves out studying k! 

to nana dee tessa and april, PRESS ON(:

love

cheryl  

 

<3

hello everyone!
just as liza, said, i miss all of you guys):
PLEASE we MUST meet up next week OKAY?

anyway, i'm still in the midst of papers and it's not been going great thanks to worrying bout uni applications while having papers.. but i just paused and reflected on how all of us are really blessed by God. Be it in our grades, being superwoman like kelly, we've all really got so much to be thankful for even if things in life arent going great.. and just as i lay in bed last night thinking, the lyrics of this song suddenly came to my mind out of no where, so just read it as a reminder of God's grace, God's love, God's faithfulness and how He truly deserves everything we can offer to him in worship for all that He has seen us through. Even when we're down, guess we still have things to give thanks for, even the simplest things of a roof over our heads!

You are the peace that guards my heart
My help in times of need
You are the hope that leads me on
And brings me to my knees
For there I find You waiting
And there I find release
So with all my heart I’ll worship
And unto You I’ll sing

For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we worship and adore You
Father we long to see Your face
For You alone deserve all glory
For You alone deserve all praise
Father we love You
And we worship You this day.

and if you guys got time, go to godtube and search '99 balloons' and watch.. some video my cell leader shared with us last week. really touching.

dee(:

hello friends. i have not seen you all for the longest longest time, even though some of you exist studying in the same school as i! haha. anyway, after the rj, hwachong, ib and whatever other school people finish their prelim papers, we all go out to dinner okay! i think nana finishes last, on the 22nd, so we can have dinner that weekend or something okay! i miss you guys :(

to the ac people: hope results went okay today
to the rest of the people still taking exams: ALL THE BEST FRIENDS (: may God guide you through, and give you strength even to finish this lap!

hello everybody!

i was actually gonna go off to study but when i popped by here i decided to blog!

dee are you alright, cheer up. :/ i guess things do get screwed up, that's the way life is, but in the larger scheme of things all these temporal troubles like stupid music teachers don't matter. it is important, no doubt, but God is in control and whatever happens will be alright. He knows what He's doing. you know, i only came across this phrase recently - He knows what He's doing - but i realised it does make so much sense. we always talk about how God is in control and He has good plans for us and sometimes we get desensitized because its been said so often, but when i heard that phrase i found that it captures the wisdom and grandness of God. He is sure of how He works, although we aren't. He is the boss and the world is his company. He knows how to run it and how things should go, so we should just trust the boss cos we're mere staff. (: so dee, take heart. (: every time i see you i get reminded of how you aren't always doing well, but its so hard to ask you and get to the real heart of it all. but its okay, i'll pray... (: take care!

as time has gone on i've realised that i am completely satisfied with just those couple of people who are my pillars. they're enough for me. (: sometimes people get so caught up in being popular or having a wide social circle they fail to realise that the measure of friendship isn't found in the quantity, but the quality. the depth of love far outweighs the sparse but broad affection seen in so many relationships. i would go to the ends of the earth for those i love. (: but i guess why i even bother to reach out to others is cos i feel like God wants me to show them His love. cos we are called to be salt and light to the world, like cities on a hill, like stars in the sky that cannot help but shine His light unto others. so in the end, just be yourself. (: keep those who matter close, and only use God's love to reach out to the rest. otherwise you'll feel tired or it'll be for the wrong reasons. but hey, that's just me.

i have prelimsssss to study for. so i shall be off! sorry if i talked so much nonsense, i hope it somehow helps someone.

ok byebye!

love,

char.

i wish i were in acjc. i hate my school): the school's just got a serious problem.. first my EE gets screwed over then today i find out that my practical recording 2 months ago was never recorded cause of the teachers' absentmindedness and the settings of the recorder were wrong.. he even said just yesterday that i dont have to worry bout my practical cause its all done and recorded and he gave me 20/20 for my mid years. then i was bitching bout it to my other music teacher who told me to ask him infront of her and his responses were just retarded and she's like 'i pity you' and i havent prac piano in 2 months and im probably gonna hevt o record it next week cause if i drag it on its gonna clash with my lit oral exam. how's that my fault): its really. frustrating and depressing and im suddenly so stressed my prelims are in 6 or 7 weeks i think and i havent even started studying and ive barely started studying for my lit exam too):

remember how i used to complain last year like how i was such a loner in school and stuff and how badly school sucks. i think im back to that state again. just way worse. bleh. im in such a ihatetheworldeveryonejustscrewoffanddontdisturbme mood maybe thats why im ranting here because i dont even know where else to rant im going mad ): pah.

okay my next post shall be happier. i promise. if its sad i wont post it. ha. okay study hard people. dont be like me and just give up on everything this year. not the smartest thing to do after 11 years of education.

The broken clock is a comfort,
it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting
though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best,
like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning
you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded,
I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose,
they're still looking for life

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on
to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

dee

MURIEL GRACES THIS BLOG WITH HER MAGNIFICENT PRESENCE!(:

hello everybody!!!!!!
muriel here!
i haven't written here for so long, i thought i'd forget the username and pw. ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME THAT I REMEMBERED?!(: anyway i must be mad, i'm updating this at 9.14am. i hope i work up the resolve to actually GO to church later. haha. i'm cramping): dee passed her deesease to me.

anyway! i suppose i must talk about prelims since they are imminent right. (nureen, google it if you dont know what it means.) all the best to everybodayy(: i'm quite sure you'll pull through, and even if your results arent stellar, fear not for there's still the final one which is A'S!! i remember o's, when we were all there together in the same place, pushing each other on and, especially for me, helping each other out. i must say i benefitted very much from this, for i was daft and didn't know anything at all. (not that now i know alot still. hahaha) anyway, i think my point is that, though physically we may no longer be in the same school and all that, you are the one's whom i'll always think of and pray for during exam times. i don't think you're ever really far away, coz at least you're always in my <3.>

okay so anyhows. do work hard everyone, and don't give up(: i love you all truckloads. let's have a get together soon! i think it might be wise to wait till prelims are over though. but we'll have a nice happy fun day with loads of junk food (and cucumber sticks for the anorexic ones coughvoncough) and we'll ketchup then yea? till next time,

MUCHMUCHMUCHMUCH<3<3<3
and
GOD BLESS(:

hello friends! how have you all been doing??
i know i've kinda been missing in action recently, but it's not my fault! with frisbee like bout 4 times a week, it's no wonder that i don't even have time to study much less catch up with you friends! but i promise, after prelims, i will be back in action, and you all will be able to enjoy my company once again! (:
you know my throat feels terrible right now. my sister says it's some lympnox thing or something that sounds like that. somebody who does bio go check it out! it hurts to even swallow water maybe. ah well.

hope everyone's not too stressed studying for prelims and all. i know i am. but well. another milestone to go then we'd all be in uni and on the path to our careers! haha. which reminds me i've yet to know what i want to study. but i know that i'd probably just want to marry some rich guy and start my own business. like a cafe or something! haha. but ethel's classmates were talking, and they think that i'd end up being some power career woman, who doesn't want to marry my boyfriend because i want to focus on my career, and i wouldn't want kids because they'd just be a distraction and interfere with everything. haha oh well.

anyway have fun friends. i must go do tutorials.

pictures!

this is mainly cos of nureen, cos i don't like facebook and have been ignoring her reminders. haha! was thinking of updating about my life but perhaps another day. haha. procrastinator extraordinaire

- char!

HELLO FRIENDS(:

i havent seen some of you in the looooonngest time): ELIZA AND CRYS where have you guys gone! haha we just finished block tests last wk so i'm taking a well-deserved(i think) break before starting to mug for prelims. blocks went fine i guess? bio was surprisingly manageable hahaha i think my school's bio dept finally decided to be more humane.

anyway i went for the psc career fair on sat and saw denise tessa debbie and mich yeo(: i think i might be interested in MOE/MOH/MCYS/MFA? grahh i dunno. but i eliminated the monetary authority of singapore and PUB and NParks and SAF and URA. at least its a start! 

i like being a student. you dont have to care about money matters or people backstabbing you or getting bonuses/promotions or whether or not you'll be fired tomorrow or smth. compared with the stress of workload school stress is a mere fraction! hahaha i'm talking like i'm 60. whoa cheryl dont age too soon. but i wish i could stay a student forever! i was just thinking the other day what my greatest ambition in life is, and here's what i thought of: (it's a multi-step process hehe)

1. working as a teacher of any sort for a while

2. getting married to a guy who earns substantial income when i'm 24/25 (aha dont ask me what substantial means)  

3. having 3 kids

4. retiring as a teacher and becoming a stayathome mom

5. giving part-time tuition/piano lessons

6. spend the rest of my life catching up with friends, raising my kids and doing things i love:D

ahhhhhhh. 

LIFE IS GOOD(:

hmmm i was just contemplating whether or not to publish this post but i decided i should since nobody else reads this blog except us right? i hope. alright i'm off now! all the best mugging for prelims!!!

LOVE

cheryl

  

acjc choir concert!

in this pic nic is missing!
in this pic grace and char are missing!
ah finally, got them.

to mu and nic,
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU 2!!!! (: YOU GUYS WERE AWESOMMEEEE (yes esp with your weird noise making abilities haha!) it was a really great concert, hope you guys had lots of fun doing it

love, dee who once again revives the blog.
WHERE DID EVERYBODY GO!

why is our blog terribly dead):

well okay this hols kinda sucked for me, esp when i practically met up with none of you, save for li mu and crys (but cause i see crys at cell).. anyway. are we going for love mg together? nu wanted to go right!(:

sigh i've got exams tmr, (Thanks to whoever wrote the last post) and yes, be shocked, but i have not been studying.. started on fri night at 1130 pm heh. i guess that's why i'm posting this. to just tell you guys to keep on going no matter how sucky school may seem, how busy you may get, how monotonous the student life may be.. we've got each other, but more importantly we've got God!

really, take it from me, my walk totally went down the past 6 months and i've been in a huge ditch or worse this bottomless pit the entire past 6 months. trying to get out to no avail so much so i gave up but im trying to get back out at least. so i hope since most of you are in ac and see eacho ther more often you'd be able to help each other along and encourage each other yeah(:

i really miss the days we had worship and prayer everyday together in sec 4. it feels reaalllyyy long ago doesnt it. remember last year we had a crapbag prayer/worship gathering? lets do that sometime again soon(:

till then, hope all of you will endure the gruelling 6 months ahead, with work and more work and more work and applications and CVs and all those kinda stuff.. dont forget to celebrate birthdays! almost half of us arent 18 yet hahaha.

oh oh guess what. i went to mambo that day hahahaha. we should all go clubbing one day (although its really not very fun) but we can do our stupid own cool crapbag thing and heck what the world thinks! btw i think out of all of you, i can imagine crys at mambo the most. doing her own dance moves going high on the dance floor even without a sip of alcohol. haha.

love you guys!
denise

to the non-ac crapbags:
all the best for your mids! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SARAE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D

it's been a joy knowing you all these years(:

we love you lots! have a great 18th!

HAPPPPYYY 18THH BIRRTHDAY CHAR!!
hope you had a blast today and we shall all have dinner sometime soon! love you lots!

go my blog!
http://justslide-.livejournal.com
(:
love you times ten million
- char.

i miss you friends ):

happy birthday april!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY APRIL DEAREST(:

Although we've all not seen you in ages, just know that we love you and miss you very much!
We're all proud of you for everything you've done, and God has definitely moulded you into an amazingly wonderful talented sweet pretty young lady with such a great character and you will always be a dear friend to all of us. Keep your head high when the going gets tough for you are never alone dear, remember that(:

Take care, study hard, and keep on shining love.
Hope to see you soon and we shall take pictures, you've avoided the camera for too long!

Love always, the crapbags.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NUREEN

& CRYSTAL!


& all the best for tonight, dee!

THE CRAPBAGS LOVE YOU! (:

life lessons

hello all! my classmate forwarded an email to me and i seldom read such stuff but i just felt like checking it out and it's really funny so im putting it up for you all to have a look and destress! (:

Lesson 1:
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up hershower, when the doorbell rings.The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour.Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked infront of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?''It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies.'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'



Moral of the story:If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.





lesson 2:
A priest offered a Nun a lift.She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.The priest nearly had an accident.After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide upher leg again.The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily and went on her way.On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. Itsaid, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'



Moral of the story:If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a greatopportunity.



Lesson 3:
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunchwhen they find an antique oil lamp.They rub it and a Genie comes out.The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.''Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas ,driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'Puff! She's gone.'Me next! Me next!' says the sal es rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxingon the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladasand the love of my life.'Puff! He's gone.'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'Moral of the story:Always let your boss have the first say.



Lesson 4:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and donothing?'The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of asudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Moral of the story:To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.



Lesson 5:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey,'but I haven't got the energy.''Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull.They're packed with nutrients.'T he turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enoughstrength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was pr oudly perched at the top ofthe tree.He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.



Moral of the story:Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..



Lesson 6A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird frozeand fell to the ground into a large field.While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realizehow warm he was.The dung was actually thawing him out!He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung,and promptly dug him out and ate him.
Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.
(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

HELLO EVERYBODY! some of you or most of you already know that my gig's on 17th may (yes, nu's birthday!) i just got the details.
Homeclub (somewhere at clarke quay im also not sure where) 17 may Saturday my time slot's about 7ish-8ish pm.. its some promote youth talent thing
12 bucks
its a club but there's no age limit that day i think since its some youth thing. the ticket comes with a drink but its juice. haha. (not like any of you besides ming would drink and get drunk hahaha sorry ming you know its true! i still love you)
my music class people are severely weird. some guy just came to caress ian lim omg...im in shock and disgust. and he's attached! to mich yeo. omg. poor her. she's strangling me now): then she just said 'yanny.. why are you so weird' then he started waltzing around. then some other guy was pretending to conduct and oh gosh. and he's playing piano and then he's like in his own world already. nvm. as my pe teacher said, music students are weird. hahaha. except me! woohoo but i was abit high just now too. haha.
anyway please let me know soon whether you guys are coming or not alright(:
and everyone, meet ian. he's weird:

rj dance night!

hello hello(: NANA YOU DANCE SUPER DUPER WELL!!! was a joy watching you on stage(: here's photos from just now! whoever else took please post up! dee<3

HELLO EVERYONE

who's going for rj dance night this sat?? shall we meet for dinner? PLEASE REPLY!!
anyway hope everyone's lives have been great and all.. study hard and play hard yeah dont get all caught up with school stuff(: let's catch up soon for a movie and a meal!

dee

HELLO MY LOVELIES(:

hellooo everyboday! i almost forgot the username!! so embarrassing! i created it somemore!
haha! but i got it in the end.
who's going for kronossss. because i am! and i am going for pee & pee also, but dunno which day. my edusave still have monehh(: i likezz!
anyway, here i am! to bring joy to this deadened blog. i am thinking of organizing a crapbag gathering soon. who's free on friday nights? say aye! how aboutzz THIS FRIDAY. maybe i will sms you guys. hopefully my parents let, because they have been very anal lately, about this and that, and telling me i will fail a's and be a cashier at ntuc.
i like pressing cash registers, but i don't want to be a cashier. DING!(:
i don't think i will be a teacher anymore though. (i've been reading my career guide) i reallllly want to be a taitai. will somebody rich please marry me? zai? dee? someoneeeee!(:
my knees hurt. i have one orhceh on each one, because i hit one on the library table when i was hiding from the ssp teacher, and i hit the other one with my nalgene bottle when i was swinging it. it was full somemore!):
okay anywayyy!(: lets meet soon before tests arrive again. i will sms youuuuuu! i think. i'll try to remember. hahaa. XOXOXO (and i don't mean the alcohol)

much love, mu!

Hello everyboday!

Well we havent been updating since a long time havent we? are we getting LAZY now! anyway.. you know what? I've been really super stressedddd the last few weeks and days because suddenly everything seems to be stressing me out! SO MANY WORRIES. yes but im okay now.. almost died last week. haha

SO how has everyone been? BUSY like me! yes yes. :)oh and how was PW? hmm. i have nothing to say now so im just going to say that i shall be dragging my butt off to bed soon even though i know its not really true because i actually want to take a shower first because its really hot and i just cut my hair and i feel a bit gross. but i guess you guys didnt need to know that.

-sarah

cheryl is HAPPY(:

block tests are over and we've got a day off today cause our seniors did well for a's! and school's so slack this week cause friday's council elections so no lessons for the first 6 periods, which effectively leaves me with half an hour of econs lecture for the day. YAYY!

i think i screwed up BTs but ohwell. what's new. hahaha. had trg this morning which turned out to be rather fun((: i love soccer! yippeee. btw i was randomly clicking on links the other day on my old blog and guess what i found!

http://www.civicsmoraleducation.blogspot.com/

hahaha i forgot that blog even existed! it has only 3 entries though. and i dont rmbr the password! eliza do you?? hahah we look so young in that photo. not to mention my hair was like crap. anyway i think i'll be coming for fun-o-rama this sat. unless i've got worship prac on which i hope not ><>take care peeps!

LOVE

ARTS NIGHT

GREAT JOB GUYS! YAAAY!

and thanks for the flower sarah! so sweet (:

love,

char

thanks everyone who came down to support.hope you enjoyed it. love yall.
dee

hello everybody! in case you didnt get my mail, tessa deb and i have a concert coming up!
Wish upon a star
8th march Saturday
630 pm in acsi!
5 bucks only(: its a fundraising concert for a little girl named celine who is under the Make a wish singapore thinggum and she's terminally ill with some spine muscle disorder so do show your support and get a ticket now!

think kelly and char are getting from tessa or something, butbutbut you see, tessa has never ending supply of tickets cause shes in council! so you should get from me to help me clear): haha. but whatever it is, thats not the important part important thing is that you come and support us in this good cause!(:

please let me know soon okay??? thanks lovelies(:

and im posting this at 241 in the morning cause let me tell you a stupid story. i fell asleep at 915 and set my alarm at 1010. told my friend to make sure im awake at 1015. and i woke up at 12 to find that i had alot of missed calls:\ hahaha. and i just finished my tok essay (which is actually overdue its my first draft and the final draft was due yesterday ahahha)

OHOH GUESS WHAT PEOPLE. i joined squash! HAHA. dont laugh at me. my school doesnt expect to win (duh) but at least beat the other neighborhood jcs.. hahaha. arent you all so proud of me ahahaha. i just randomly went for trials last monday with minimal squash experience and managed to make it to top 5.. and NO THERE ARENT JUST FIVE PEOPLE. there are like. 10. but im fifth so oh well hahaha. WATCH OUT PEOPLE I NOW HAVE A NEW WEAPON! my squash racket!! but ah well busybusybusy! squash 3 times a week and theres touch and piano. but you know what? it drives me! haha. i think im nuts. without being busy i feel like im so unproductive and wasting my life away and i cant focus on ANYTHING. i think i need to learn to really just. relax... which may only be possible if theres absolutely no homework!

who wants to go queensway with me super soon? i need new black shoes for school, court shoes for squash, and running shoes. LET ME KNOW(:

darn, im so high now my powernap was too powerful. and there's no one to talk to at this hour.well duh. i seem to recall that human beings are seldom nocturnal. MAN I CANT WAIT TO LEARN TO DRIVE! gonna learn soon soon soon soon sooooooooon! mu and liza wanna sign up together? haha.

okay i'll shut up. ALL THE BEST FOR TERMS YOU ALL! be glad you have terms, ib doesnt but we have mid years after june hols then prelims at the end of term 3 so its chaotic.

that's when i love you,
dee

hihi!
ooh its the start of a new week again. i cant help thinking how mundane school can get sometimes. but well. i rather be a student than a working adult anytime. so i should cherish school while i can! haha. i was talking to my dad today about jobs and i realised i dont have any inclination as to what i like and what i want to be. ahh. being a student rocks in a way. you dont have to worry about earning a living(:
anyway, i agree with what denise said in her previous post..friendships are one of the most important things in life and we should catch up more often(:
i feel a bit sad i'm drifting from some people already..cause friendships really mean a lot to me. and each friendship is unique, so each of you guys cant be replaced by anybody else.i guess i've made good friends in hc, but not close ones..partly cause most of them have their sec sch cliques in hc and partly cause i cant click with some (eg the ones who rant about jay chou and i dont understand a thing they talk about). although i do have considerate classmates who make the effort to sing chinese songs to me.
haha.oops i'm making hc sound so cheena. its actually not so bad! just that a lot like chinese pop and speak more chinese. but its not much of a culture shock, really.
alright i'm off to do econs now:/

LOVE
cheryl

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE(:
XOXO with much love,dee

cny!

hello everyone!

hows everyone been(: well anyway. just so you know if you are really slow and havent heard, i broke up with james..for slightly more than a month already..but im okay! im happier infact(: so yep.

anyway, we should meet up soon k. its kinda sad thinking bout how we all cant even have a free day to meet up.. we should just set one date like amonth in advance and EVERYONE has to turn up. no reasons like homework or tests and everything. i was just thinking bout it i mean, grades wont get us anywhere without friendship right. yes i can be deep. hahaha.

but really, i'm so glad i met up with mu li and sarah today. talking nonsense to serious stuff, all in all it felt good(: thanks guys. and here's the pics we took!





the rest turned out really blur so i didnt upload them.. catch up soon yeah. happy cny(:

love, dee.

Hello all!
i hope you guys are having a great CNY holiday. i know i am! :D this year's ang bao collection is quite stunning. everyone so generous... hmm hmm. something fishy is going on...
Anyway! i just finished my council work. so happy. i feel accomplished now. haha its cos ive been putting it off since the start of the day. yes yes lazy me. naughty sarah.yes well. im trying to update more now can you tell? i realised i havent been speaking to you guys in ages eventhough i see most of you in school alot.
actually, come to think of it, i see mu quite alot. my class and hers always have the same breaks these days. i see eliza sometimes.. but not alot. she's always with her class people ahha. actually, so am i! oh then theres crys and kel. GAH. i think i see them TOO MUCH. HAHA those nasty slave drivers. HAHAA
oh man i just remembered i have to do something kelly asked me to do like five days ago. OH DARN. ok. better go do that now.
bye! see you guys soon :D

Love, love!
sarah

hellllooo!
wanna hang out on wed after cny celebrations? (:
maybe we could all go back to mg too, or something.




love,
char.

HELLO HELLO! EVERYONE!!
long time no see talk hear touch !
well well it seems like evryones busy huh! me too! hahah but u guys were busy all ur life! everyday must stay back! i remeber i used to be the only one to go staright home aft sch in mg and everyone had to stay back! haha RIGHT ELIZOMIZO!?

anyways I MET MING ON THE BUS! like just!! just now! hahah! i was so shocked cos actually when the bus stopped and the 'exit' door opened, i saw some ac girl sitting at the bus stop and i thought of ul ! and what dyou know! ming walks up frm the front! surprise surprise! hahah was nice to see you ming!! aft eons!! but i was so tired! hahaha. and one of the first things i said to her was taht my sch was takign part in the valentines inter sch flower thing so she can maybe if she wants send me one. hahaha! sounds so desperate! for flowers and love! but no.. thats cos i was thinking abt it then as well ming! hahha. and writing it herre now, u wld think im hinting to you.. BUT NO!! IM NOT! hahhaha. REALLYY! seriously. i know u love me! hahahahhahhaha.

anyhooosss!! ILL HAVE GORGEOUS CUTE KIDS THAT UL CAN COME AND TAKE CARE! and teach! cos according to MURIELMANNING, for them to be smart illl have to marry a smart guy ! THANKS AH!! eeeeediot! but its okay we cool!

sooooo....whattosaywhattosay! umm.... hmmm... lalalala!
oh go listen to sweetest girl by wyclef jean ft akon. its since last year. but i like it!!

okay im off then! TAAAAA!

sarahh! im going to call u soon! or u call me!

hellohello. (:
yeah everyone seems stressed.. including me. ahaha. sigh. take care okay..
j2 is crazy. its like entering a madhouse. tons of emotional thingies and stress.
... how did the weekend manage to fly by so quickly?!?
darn.
i hope we can all meet up soon.. maybe mu's birthday or sth? or i donno some cny day. haha. we must also take time to have individual conversations (: (: (:
haiyaaa. damn tired. tmr's dance.. i hope i don't get yelled at! (its a frequent occurence. bleah.)
so many things, so many things, so many..
sigh.
i sound like some grandma haha.
God will bring us through.
love you always. (:


- char.

hello all.
i know how you feel cheryl. im always so happy when the weekend arrives. :) you know i've been sick for the past three weeks? im only just starting to get better. i took a blood test on monday. it was painful :( but quite fun.
anyway, school has been really really tiring and stressing this year. alot alot ALOT of things are on my mind these days. but good news is, i've been sleeping quite well cos of all the pills and whatnots ive been taking. im also quite unfit now cos i havent had PE since like last YEAR. haha. and my class is having swim PE now. yucks.
anyway. alot of people seem really stressed now. which is worrying. i hope you guys are doing fine. dont like burn out or anything k? yes i should try telling myself that sometimes. HAHA. alright. im going to bed. goodnight!

PS. nureen, your kids may be cute.. but my KID. will be HOTT stuff. :)

Love, Sarah!

hey((:
how's everyone been!
i hope school's not stressful yet..its only been a month since the year started! i cant wait for CNY. (: or rather any break from school. haha. i've been coming back at six-ish everyday except for thursday..i guess it makes me more appreciative when weekends come though.
i miss you guys:/ especially people like nureen and yvonne who didnt come for the last crapbag gathering and whom i havent seen for AGES. actually i havent seen all of you for ages. except for zhiwei(: sigh. i hope we all stay close for a longlong time. even when we enter uni, get married and have kids in the future, we must always meet up regularly! and our kids must meet each other! we can form a playgroup called crapbag juniors! hahaha.
the future's so uncertain that often old friends are the ones you turn to for support and a sense of comfort. i dunno how you all feel about the crapbaggang anymore but i still feel that you guys have been and will always be the group closest to my heart(:
i really hope to keep in touch with each of you guys individually even though we hardly see each other anymore..you all each mean something special to me and i thank God so much for every crapbag who's touched my life in a different way!
please know that whenever you guys need someone to talk to or vent your frustrations on or complain about life, i'll be here for you, and you'll never be a bother.
take care people:D

LOVE
cheryl

WORSHIP UNDER THE STARS

after the frequent practices that lasted 4-5 hours each, i'm really quite excited for WUTS(:

COME ON DOWN GUYS!

Why hello, everyone! :D
i love that photo char! its so classic. i still remember the day we took it. Haha, i think we had to to yell for zhiwei and everyone else to come. that must have been funny. Anyway, i still cant believe its been more than a year since we left MG. It still doesnt feel like it. I know we havent been meeting that much these days, but its really hard to right? i know it is for me. Not that council has taken over my life.. it hasnt.. (no matter how hard kelly and crystal SLAVE DRIVE ME).. i think its more of the homework and the stresses of JC life. Yes.
I've been sick for the past few weeks actually. Kinda like an on off thing. Oh speaking of.. i cant wait for MY BIRTHDAY. yes i know its in about five months. but STILL. countdowns have to start from somewhere. Plus this year is the leap year.. so one stinking more day to wait. gah.
i think my brithday should be a public holiday. HAHAH. you know i wish that for once, just ONCE. my birthday will fall on a school day. it sucks that its in June. NO ONE REMEMBERS. i think people who ahve their birthdays at the start of the year are such lucky pigs! yes, that's you eliza soh tian ern. Everyone gets super hardowrking at the start of the year, with new year resolutions and all.. they remember! to do something.
Oh well. actually i dont really like birthdays. but people insist on celebrating them. WHY.

-sarah

yeah.

i guess what holds all these friendships together now must be because of individual effort.. we can't rely on the frequency of seeing each other anymore. and mg really was quite long ago. the past isn't for us to remain in, but for us to be encouraged and feel grateful in knowing that God really really provided. (: but of course, these friendships don't have to be part of the past. i know its hard to keep in touch, but nothing can be done without trying. i'll be right here for all of you. love ya'll so much. and i'll be praying. (:

i wish you sunrays and saturdays
perfect starry nights
sweet dreams and moonbeams
and a love that's warm and bright
i wish you sunrays and saturdays
friendships strong and true
oceans of blue and a room with a view
to live the life you choose.

- char.

i miss you guys): everyone just seems so distant..the blog even kinda died..

-dee

and cheryl, thanks for dropping me msgs here and there, i rarely reply and sorry bout that, but your msgs are always encouraging and i appreciate them alot(: thanks dear!

hey guys!

this is about the arabian nights tickets. i paid for some of you but i haven't gotten all the money back yet. they are 25 dollars each. if you know i paid first and you haven't paid for it yet, PLEASE pass the money to me as soon as possible okay? sorry to be so anal about this but its been 2 mths and i borrowed the money from my dad so the folks have been very naggy recently. about 5 people owe me money so if you know who you are, the next time you see me, PLEASE pay.
thanks.

love!
char.