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hey guys. wow no one has posted for so long.

anyway, i miss you guys. so much, you know. ): i just studied with debbie and jessie yesterday, and the fact that i was just hanging out with them made me so happy. when debbie was in the void deck and jessie eliza rachel wang ethel were all together for a while and i suddenly felt this surge of joy. cos.. its so rare for all of us, or even some of us, to be together. that makes me sad. thanks for coming for Inventio.. i hope you guys had a good time together. you guys must treasure these times okay.. exams are coming, and well i hope that we can use this to spend time together again. even if its just studying. i loved studying with ya'll last year. (: i remember how we'd stay in the canteen till late, or study in random places like Venezia or people's houses or something. and it was fun.. well i don't know about you, but whenever i think about the prelim/o level studying period, i remember it being fun. its like when i'm with you guys, i don't have to try, you know? i can be the most boring person in the world, i don't have to try and be interesting. and i can be quite boring hahaha ok but that's not the point. you know what. i think my favourite textbook from last year would be my bio book. haha. i spent so long on that book, trying to remember everything. wahlao. but anyway, its not cos i love bio, but cos in it there are so many scribbles from you guys. haha. they're all retarded. but i love them. (:

i know we all have new friends and stuff.. but we shouldn't forget each other and we should try. to me you guys still feel like home. i don't know if you guys want to try.. but i want to try. i hope some of you even come here, and read this.. and do something about it. but oh well. i give up our friendship to God. God does work. like for Inventio and my IS. (Individual Skill for DEP, we all need to have one for A levels.) my teacher, Mrs Creffield, told me i would do very well if i did straight (pure) acting. yup so i didn't have to be worried over whether i was good enough, or well i just didn't have to worry much about it, cos God gave me an answer before i needed to panic. and Inventio went well, i got an A! so that's almost like a guaranteed A for promos. so God will do His stuff.. and God will do something for us. like i said, i really miss you guys. i love you.

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here?
And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at them stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they’ll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression i was somewhere in between
With only two, Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
There is no, no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together


- char.