HELLO

hey guys!
guess what?
i bumped into nic at vivo today! haha how cool right. and i met liselle also , if you remember her

anyway, i feel so distant from you guys of late. i'm slow, i know, because i'm never around i should have realized this eons ago, but i guess it sunk in properly only recently.

thanks for all the kind emails and words of concern you guys left at my journal, i really genuinely appreciate them ; they surprisingly made me feel stronger and simply put, better, i guess.

i know i hardly put in conspicuous effort to keep in touch and do all that shimmy buddy stuff and sometimes when people take a stab at catching up i sound like a bucket of insoucience; stoic, spasmodic and detached. admittedly i sometimes am passive (sorry), but it is not because i disregard your efforts or our friendship or am pmsing because i am bleeding from my gina but merely because i more often than not am consumed with weariness and would prefer to mope around in my own world of doldrums and listless ennui.

either way, i will try my best to find a balance with everything, and cope with all the muddling issues of life from studies to love to rowing in a boat and be around, if you want me to be, and not be so detached from my friends.

in other news, nationals are coming up in a week so maybe this will take effect from after the 13th of july

sorry i am a sucky friend

much love friends

ps: WELCOME BACK ZAI!

ming