what does this do! haha

hellooo! haha i finally moved my lazy ass plucked out some motivation from within and went back to an email dating Feb 4 to find out the username and the password to this blog. the only reason i did so (and as you all might know, i don't fancy blogging that much) was because i had alot of things to say to all of you. now let me start with a brief story of that chinese show i was watching (which you all so horridly criticised you schummyzoos) and though it may seem very random, i assure you i have a point in telling you it (yes, it does relate to more than crap chinese storylines.)

so! hahahaha. now that i am all excited, i shall begin! basically the story is about one guy who's called dong yong and one girl who's called xiao qi. now the catch is, xiao qi happens to be a fairy and fairies and mortals die die aren't allowed to fall in love. of course they do fall in love otherwise there would be no story.so after a whole lot of trials and tribulations (and such brave, noble, heroic efforts from dong yong) it ends that they are only allowed to spend 100 days with each other as husband and wife and then they have to part cos that's the bottom line requirement (no, it hasn't shown yet i read wikipedia). so sad right! anyway my hero says something extremely touching (and listen up, cos this was where i had my revelation). he said, (in chinese, so it sounded a whole lot less cheesy hahaha) that their love was worth the distance between the heavens and the earth, the depth and width of every ocean, the (fill in great adjective here, i have no idea what the rest of the chinese proverbs he said meant haha) and that nothing can change that. okay, this is where i make the relation. it was then when i realised that what he said applied to all of us at this moment. sooner or later, we all have to part our separate ways. no matter how much we try to hold on to each other (like the many trials and tribulations i said above that the two faced just to be together) life just comes and goes and someday, the separation would be alot worst than different jcs. and we can't change that. but you lose some, and you also win some. because no matter how far we may end up from each other physically, life can also never change the bonds and the friendships we have made with each other. its like how dongyong and xiao qi never stopped loving each other even when they were parted; they continued loving each other simply because the love was already established in their hearts and nothing, no distance and no circumstance could ever change that.

so don't be sad. although i know its easier said than done, still, don't be sad. because the key thing is still within your control and that is the ability to truly be friends forever. (:

thank you guys for everything - for the memories, for the encouragement, for the simple being there to lighten up the day. you guys are the bestest ever and i truly, truly want to thank you for most importantly, the friendship. friendship, although at times can be the most fragile thing, it can also be a pillar of strength which we can lean on through the most difficult times. i don't know how many of you managed to get the video i made for you guys but haha, the main message is the same. i might even edit and make it longer since now i have more photos and send them to you all through email if gmail permits and if i also have the motivation to do so (jk jk, of course i do hahaha).

since my mind has suddenly gone blank, i shall add more smileys! never enough smileys in the world. (: (: (: (: (: (:
okay my fingers are tired hahahaha.

alright, i love you guys. and just in case you're wondering, dong yong and xiao qi met each other again in the next life (which means after thousands, thousands of years) and they could finally be together (: see! love pays off.

and if you forget everything i had so painstakingly typed out, just remember this:

"Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord is the Rock eternal." - Isaiah 26:4 (:

- tessa