i love crapbags!

hello crapbags!! i hardly update cause i forgot the password. anyway, as all of you should know, i got posted into jjc for the first three months. and as some of you know, i was rather upset, scared and worried. so many people were going to acjc and i felt so alone. no matter how many people tried to comfort me, i was still so scared. i was angry with God and i couldn't feel His love or His presence.

and then i went to char's church camp for 5 days with yvonne. and man, the church people are there super friendly and they make you feel welcome there. like you are no stranger there.. i had fun during these 5 days, though a little tiring but it was worth it. in camp, i experienced God's presence again. i felt Him in my life again and i cried and cried asking Him many questions. and now, i really have accepted God's plans for me. so many people have asked me why i dun try to appeal to ac. after all, i have nothing to lose. but there was something holding me back. besides my personal reason, i felt that God wanted me to be in jj.

so crapbags, thank you for being with me throughout this whole 4 years. for making my days in mg so memorable, for your concern everytime i was upset or down. letters that made my day, crap that made me laugh so much. thank you. even though we are going to split up, i really hope that we will always have a reunion every now and then. and none of us will forget each other!

i will miss all of you so much.